victorious!

dudeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!chem pract was like a gift from God!!well at least i hope i get a reasonable mark...unlike bio which i noe i totaly flunked!well juz hope tt goes well yea..hmm m so sick of ss..i keep lookin at it n its startin 2 bore mi..cant wait till mon...wont hv 2 c ss again!or at least till i go JC or poly...arghhhhhhhhh its comin so fast!n it will all end within 2 weeks...e exam i was waiting 2 take fo 4 years...all over real soon..kinda makes mi wonder wat ill be doin afta O's...its like u study 4 soooo long..n suddenly, u dun hv a book in ur hands...weird but true..alright ill hv time 2 think abt tt afta e exams..till den, peaceout!

1 down...6 more 2 go

yes!tamil is finally out!now hv 6 more subs 2 tackle...geez...chem pract is tml..hope it wont be as disastrous as my bio pract...hehe...hmm wonder wat ill be doin afta O's...roam arnd spore or smth...k ill end here

so sick

e verdict is out..im sick!of all e times,i had 2 get sick now!started wif nick who got it from his frend...i noe myself,my body is weak..so ill get sick very easily...well e bright side 2 dis is tt at least now m sick n wont get sick during my O's...i hope...but now i feel so guilty tt im not studying..i try 2, but im juz 2 weak..on top of tt, tamil O's r on mon!!followed by chem pract...i juz hope ill be able 2 complete my studies soon...only hv God by my side now

Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms

I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss

You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that

I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous

It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

dedicated 2 some1...sorry

happy deepavali one n all!

so yea..2day is deepavali..sadly im not doin my yearly tradition wif anu due 2 stupid o's...well at least was able 2 go 2 prems house 4 lunch wif her...cldnt make it 2 patty ma's house though..sorry!yea well dis year was online wif logan n anu 4rom arnd 9pm till 2am...at least they kept mi company...hmm hari raya is comin next..so its off 2 hajira's house on tue...well now m exhausted..but hv 2 study..persevere!hmm abit mood out now.......

sleepy

well..yest i felt sooooo damn guilty..i 4got tt it was Brindha's bday!!i mean..i thought it was on e 19..but apparantly it was on e 17!!she was turning 19 on e 17 of oct..gosh i felt like e bad guy...but thankfully she forgave mi n my punishment was 2 write her a testi..hehe so sweet of her..love her lots..n den 2day was Ravin's bday...i remembered..but i still 4got 2 wish..so during my ss lesson was wen it struck mi..n ofcourse i immediately msged him..hmm seem 2 be really forgetting things..hope i dont do tt 4 e o's...hehe..had alot of fun bullying ms tan 2day!she was so cute man...her reactions..hmm m very sleepy...training myself 2 sleep at 12 am n wake up at 8am..hv 2 focuss on my studies...o yea..as i was typing dis,i was tokin 2 my bro..n den i juz happened 2 turn n look at him...he had a hair cut!!n it looked so wierd!!haha man i started laughing!!!!!i think he wanted a "rock n roll" haircut..but he looks RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!hahaha well ok sharmili asked mi 2 write an entry 2day though i had no intention 2...i hv a fan!lol ok so mili gal, dis entry is dedicated 2 u!peaceout yall

PANIC!!!

o my GOSHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!i m so terrible at remebering stuff!!!2day was my O level bio pract exam...i woke up early 2 go 4 a ss workshop thingy n den went 2 e waiting room at 11...i was going through my stuff n getting ready 4 e pract wen it hit mi hard on e head..I FORGOT E DAMN ENTRY PROOF!!!!!!!!!!!!!i almost broke down!!lucky nadia n estee were wif mi n they did e thinking 4 mi..u c i get a brain blockage wen i panic..hehe..anywayz we ran 2 e general office 2 get an extra copy n juz my luck, e principle wasnt there 2 sign e paper!!!thank God mr.loh signed it 4 mi n e 3 of us made it back in time...we were supposed 2 report by 11.15 so juz nice...miss.lim was there n i told her tt i only had e paper which e general office gave mi n she started calling whoever while i was on my chair bitting my fingers off!!!n den she came 2 mi n said ok im still allowed 2 take e exam!but wen we started doing e exam, dis other teacher from another skool was goin arnd checking our entry proof!!!i was like o God help miiiiiiii!!she came 2 mi n i told her e truth...n she told mi 2 carry on wat i was doin while she checked my possesions...i cldnt think right at all!!!but she kept quiet n walked away n tts wen i was at peace..well not really!but i did my pract n was drained by e end...mr.peterson was there at e end of e pract n he kept asking mi how e pract was, maybe cause i was escaping tt qus!anywayz was wif mr.peterson n mrs.loh discussing e qus...n i sank lower n lower...den i was on e way home wif nadia discussing e ans...tts wen i realised i did my calculation wrongly!arghhhhhhh 6 marks gone down e drain!!i confirm it now,no way m i getting tt distinction...guess now its all up 2 e other papers 2 pull mi up...u c, bio is e only sub im confident in getting A1...now,im sitting here feeling sorry 4 myself!!o wellz, really hv 2 go all e way...dis is between mi n u, my darling O levels

e race soon begins

woke up late 2day n had 2 start cleaning e house cause people were coming..yep my bros bday/confirmation celebration...tanya n i went 2 buy nick's cake(i noe, very last min!)n had lunch back home..really delicious food..its been awhile since i had my mums food...anywayz we juz toked n watched tv...tanya n daniel stayed on while everybody left... both left at night..till den we were juz chillin out...anywayz m dead tired now n hv 2 go 2 skool 4 clinic sessions..how i envy marleen!she can simply cross e road n reach skool while i hv 2 take e damn bus..o well, tml is wen i really go full swing...really wanted 2 tok 2 some1 2day but apparantly tt person didnt show up...dont think i will hv e chance 2 speak 2 him till my O's r completed..but tts ok as long as i get 2 c him after e exams..alright, may God be wif mi as i start my race

Nick's confirmation

started my day early wif anu at j8..bought some stuff n juz chilled at a cafe...den had 2 go back n go 2 church wif mum cause nick was finally getting confirmed..i was confirmed in july so 2day was his turn...confirmation is basically being confirmed a catholic...anywayz i was taking pics like crazy!archbishop was there so was kinda cool...afta e ceramony, nick went off wif his frends 2 celebrate while mum n i went 2 swensense...an indian guy served us n it was so funny!cause everytime he came 2 serve us, i got a shock!he kept appearing suddenly n at such a speed!k den came back n now m here..watching patiyal..hmmm main thing 2day was my bros confirmation cause my mum really wanted him confirmed..as e youngest sibling(being mi) getting confirmed 1st, brought some kind of a bad name 4 my mum as my relatives were sayin tt my mum isnt bringing up my bro well...so now tt dis whole thing is over, guess shes at peace now...tml is priyaas bday...16 also...welcome 2 e aunty club!k tts abt it..tml got a bday/confirmation party 4 nick...nightz

graduation day

woooooow wheeee!!2day was 1 of those craziest excellent days!well 2day was graduation day..so sad must leave e damn skool...hehe k well we took lots of pics wif frends n teachers...mrs loh was teaching bio...but i told her its useless cause we were all in e mood 4 photo taking!so she was kind n understanding n let us take pics n enjoy..den we went 2 e hall n tts where we had e celebration..su qi n i went up on stage 2 say our thanks 2 e teachers...den e teachers actually sang us songs!so cute man..it was shocking 2 c ms lee play e guitar!hmm den recieved merci chocs n a rose 4rom su qi!!so sweet of her...afta tt, marleen,sharmili,suqi n i headed 2 pizza hut n had a meal 2gether...was sooo much fun there!we were e only students there so we were laughing n chatting away...den i rushed back home, took a shower, n rushed back 2 e same place 2 meet my church frends..was hving a bday bbq 4 benedict...was damn fun!had satay n those other bbq stuff...there was vodka too!so we all had a bit n tts wen things started 2 become really crazy!i saw 1 of my buddies colin, roasting a marshmellow...wif e help of a candle!!so pathetic!but anywayz i joined him n we started giggling away..den he had e bright idea of puting some charcoal in a foil pot..so it was colin,ben n myself on e floor roasting marshmellows(dis time e fire was much bigger)n den colin dropped his tissue n ben was like, hey u dropped ur marshmellow!!i was laughing away!!tts not all!nat came..colin was heating a charcoal..n nat was like "hey ur marshmellow is burnt.i looked at colin, he looked at mi..n we both laughed so loudly!!last but not least,e maid brought out sparkles..n benedict's younger bro had alot of dem...nat wanted dem so bad she was saying "i want also"..colin n i looked at each other cause we both heard it as "i want ASSHOLE"!!!!!!k so all of dem said colin n i were drunk cause of e vodka..hehe maybe!HILARIOUS i tell ya!but i thought i was laughing cause of e stupidity, not cause i was drunk!!k anywayz i got back n told my mum n she was like, yea ur drunk!so now im sitting here wif a cup of tea doin dis blog...hv 2 meet anu tml n go shopping..so its off 2 bed...awesome day..nighty night

1 day before graduation...

hmmm k back 4rom skool...sleepy..hehe..k was glad 2 finally hv a chat wif a friend of mine yest afta soooooo long...he broke his arm or smth like tt cause of a motorbike accident..life really is fragile so i hope he does take care..scary man...well anywayz 2day was quite a sad day..2nd last day of being in skool as a whole class!den ill be out of tt skool 4 gd...time really does fly..tml is graduation...dunnoe wats gonna happen.. i really wanted 2 get out of dis skool of mine from day 1..now, things hv changed...i rather stay in tt skool!haha i dun wanna noe wat lies ahead!!but i dont hv a choice now do i?well anywayz, mdm.k was so sweet!gave us loads of stuff...gonna miss her...o yea..2day is sharmili's n nicholas' bday!16 n 18...all old aunty n uncle already la..hehe...funny thing is wen i got back,i didnt wish nick!i really 4got!den my mum called after like,an hour, n asked if i wished him...n i was like..O M G!!!!!my own bro!!so i wished him n he said "too late" in his usual sarcastic tone..hehe i can get very forgetful c...VERY....o yaaaa!!sharmili n priyaa hv been telling mi 2 watch dis video on you tube abt np makkals..sooooo damn funny man!!!haha i actually laughed out loud!!so cute they sing song n dance!haha goodness, dis is wat people do wen they r bloody bored!haha kk ill stop here 4 now....; )

alllllllll e way!

am back!well tanya was supposed 2 help mi out wif dis blog..apparantly shes missing in action..but tts ok guess i hv 2 juz blog n deco afta O's...hmm k..so skool was amazingly fun...2day had e eng thing wif mdm.k...was actually feeling down pass few days..didnt want 2 study or tok 2 any1..but afta toking 2 mdm.k, gosh i feel much betta..more determined den ever!so now juz taking a break..n its of 2 book land wheeeeeeeee!4 some reason..m thinkin of Anu's chocolates..hehe love em...ok tts all 4 now...

still upgrading

ummmmmm...ok i think ill be sticking 2 dis skin 4 awhile..still really hvnt mastered blogging...hehe but m on e way!ok so i noe i hv 2 fill in e rest of dis blog..so now it may seem a little weird,but ill change it..someday..:P ok m out 4 now

check it out

ok so im testing dis blog thingy out...its not quite done as u can c...it takes time yea...ok so next entry will come soon..hehe