rejection is strong..!

ok so yest was a "last min" day..mili,anu,priyaa n myself were invited 2 pris house 4 xmas lunch..so i was forced 2 wake up early n meet e people..met up wif 2 of dem 1st cause anu had 2 do smth 1st..we ent 2 pris house n she was like..wat r u guyz doin here!so it seems tt we were invited 4 dinner n not 4 lunch..so being rejected by dear pris,e 3 of us went out 2 hv lunch n told anu 2 meet at amk library n from there we wld go 4 dance practice(sme competition comin up)..u noe,it wld be ok if 1 person didnt noe tt we were invited 4 dinner n not lunch..butt ALL of us didnt noe!!so smth wrong there yea...anywayz we went 2 yishun where anu had her lunch..n at tt moment, e leader of e dance said practice was canceled..!!!wat hell we got rejected again!well anywayz drom there we went back 2 anu house n juz slacked there..n then arnd 6 we juz washed up nwent 2 her house..had dinner n went home by 11...wat a day man..well anywayz was all last min n fun..tts e way i like it!

All i want 4 xmas is u

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
I don't want a lot for Christmas there is just one thing I need
And I don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking way above the fireplace
Santa Clause won't make me happy with a toy on Christmas day
And I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Oh baby all I want for Christmas is you, you baby
I wont ask for much this Christma
I wont even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe
I wont make a list and send it to the North Pole for St Nick
Wont even stay awake to hear the magic reindeer play
Cause I just want you here tonight, Holdin on to me so tight
What more can I do
Oh baby all I want for Christmas is you, oh baby
Oh our lives are shinin surrounding everywhere
Where the sounds of children's laughter fills the air
And everyone is singin
oh I hear those sleigh bells ringin
Santa wont you bring me the one I really need
Wont you bring back my baby to me
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm askin for
I just want to see my baby standing right outside my door
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you, you, its you, you, oh baby
All I want is you,you, you, you, you, YOU!!

mood out

its xmas eve n m still in no mood 4 xmas..i dunnoe y..i juz feel so.....alone....i neva really felt dis way on xmas since its my most fav hol of e year...guess its cause i really do feel alone dis year...i mean, my family tradition wasnt really a tradition dis year..last time e 4 of us,mum dad bro n mi, wld hv a fantastic layout of food 4 dinner made by mum,xmas songs wld be playin..n we wld sit at e table n eat as a family..afta tt we wld open up presents n dance n stay up late till 12 n celebrate christs birth...but u noe how it is 2day?there were few dishes on e table..juz bro mum n i sat n ate..afta tt we opened presents..n bro went out wif his friends n mum went 2 sleep..im e only member of e family stayin up till midnight 2 welcome christ...so now u noe e reason y im feelin alone...even though i hv people msging mi n chatting wif mi..its still not e same..o well...dis year is totally diff.........

o sleepy mi

iyaaa so boring la..i dunnoe wat 2 do..its raining like nobodys business..floods n all...cant go out also..right now only tokin 2 mili...m fed up wif friendster already la..prefer old 1..haiz 2day nth much 2 do..juz stayed home..christmas is comin..but i dun seem 2 be in e mood..dunnoe y..hmm dan says he wanna come..i said he wont come cause his mum wont allow n he wont fin packing(hes goin HK,skool trip)..it came down 2 a bet where i wld give him 2 bucks if he comes my house n he gives mi 2 bucks if he doesnt..i noe ill win cause dan is really slow n lazy wen it comes 2 packing..n i noe his mum wont allow..!haha so lets c..kz anywayz tryin 2 do blog 4 little mili..but dunnoe y its not comin well..must try tml..u must wait mili gurl!

hey ho wad do u noe?

alrighttttttttt...so here i m..went dhool yest n got back arnd 11 plus..so had a tiring weekend...even worse,i had 2 follow mum 2 mustafa 4 shopping in e morn..so went round e whole place n i really got restless!cause it was boring!!!well anywayz was wif my periyamma n periyappa so we went 4 lunch wif them..n how wonderful it was!!all e curry n mutton..excellent indian food..anywayz got home n juz cleaned up e house..christmas comin u noe..well was tryin 2 do friendster up but i really got confused..must ask logan..o speakin of logan, tt fella called mi 6 am in e morn!i mean usually he miss call la but dis time my phone rang n rang!haha purposely wake mi up..hmm kz tml hv 2 go out shopping again i think..haiz kk peaceout

wow wheeeee!

gd morning..im so tired right now..went 4 asuraz last night...was abit boring la..1st,we had 2 stand throughout e whole thing!4 hours...but e dancers were great..anu's group was very unique n dey did well..but they didnt get e 1st prize..wonder wat e judges were thinking...well anywayz i got back arnd 1 am..n den i saw my frend online so was tokin till 3am...n now m here..all alone..everybody is out except moi..so party time!haha nahhhhh m juz gonna chill 2day..well anywayz on thur i followed my cousins n my aunts frends arnd spore..they were from usa heading 2 india n they had a 1 day transit in spore..so e family of 5(white people!)n my aunt uncle n 2 cuzzies n myself brought dem arnd spore...e father kept asking mi abt spores history so since i was a brilliant ss/hist student *ahem* i told all tt i knew..it was a fun day..tan & dan n i were tokin 2 tess,tate n trent(who looks like harry potter btw)n they told us abt their skool,environment n all tt stuff...so e whole day we went arnd orchard n city hall..went 2 esplanade,some museum,china town,arnd orcahrd road n brought dem over..so i spent a whole day wif whit people..how cool is tt!!haha ok tanya says i hv an obsession wif white people..but i say its juz tt once in awhile its nice 2 be surrounded by people of diff races..appart from chinese,malays n indians...sweet,i woke up singing mcr songs..im gonna get addicted 2 dem once i get e cd!yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

dan n doggy

haha hey noe wat?daniel(my cousin) got bitten by a german doggy do!!he was goin 2 e shop or smth n waiting at e lift..den e door opened n i think e dog got scared so it bit him deep..he was shaking like mad wen he got home...well now hes fine..i saw e dog wen i was over at their place..hehe

wat a week

ooooook so m back from my 3 day camp...was a junior cats camp..basically it was 4 e 20 of us 2 get 2 noe each other well as we wld be working 2gether in e future...well honestly i found e whole thing a bore...i was wishing tt i cld get back quick...but i was glad 2 stay cause loads of stuff happened...1st day was all sorts of games..we had some sort of a debate also..played captains ball n ofcourse i rocked(as always)...hehe k den at night we did dis personal quiz thingy...n we had 2 group up according 2 e results...so among 20, only mi n another person had e same personality!haha which was a performer!haha it meant tt i always love 2 be e "host" n tt im talkative n love 2 entertain peeps...haha it was like so true!well on e next day we had more games n there was dis obstacle course set up...there was 1 part where i had 2 go round a stick 5 times...so afta doin tt i was like sooo dizzy tt i went 2 my left instead of straight, n den i fell down n had 2 crawl 2 e next part!haha brian n paul who were making sure tt i did e obstacle properly started 2 laugh!!haha well i had 2 find a sweet in flour n i was blowing e flour so brian came n push my head into e flour!hahaha iyoooooo was so funny man..well after tt we had a very impt session..it seems tt 4 us 2 hv a strong bond, we each had 2 share wif e group smth personal..smth nobody knew...well 4 mi i was thinkin abt my family but 2 of dem shared abt their family already...so e next thing tt came 2 my mind was smth abt religion...n as i was sharing,i started 2 cry!i dunnoe y but i already started 2 tear wen i heard e others share...i was really touched by 1 story..i cld relate 2 it...well anywayz i felt tt my sharing was nth big n was like e rest..i was wrong,cause afta e whole sharing thing,daniel said tt we cld go n hug people who we really wanted 2 hug..n afta he said tt, joanne immediately came 2 mi n juz hugged mi n started crying!!i was bloody touched man cause 4 e whole day i was thinkin tt she was against mi 4 some reason n i thought she hated mi..well i was soooo wrong!i started 2 cry wen i was hugging her..n den went arnd...gosh i was such a touching night...e next day(2day morn)daniel said we hv 2 write 5 letters 2 5 diff peeps who touched us..so i wrote 2 a few of dem n i was all wondering who wld want 2 write 2 mi n like how many letters i wld get..but my goodness i got a whole lot of letters at e end!i was like totally touched man...so many peeps cld relate 2 mi n i was so happy..well afta tt we attended mass n i was e person 2 read(again)haha last time i did it,it was a disaster!haha but i did gd 2day..we packed up n returned home n now im like dead tired...o yea 1 more thing,2day morn i was hving such a wonderful dream wen all of a sudden raymond tickled my leg n he was like shouting at mi sayin "rachel u hv only 10 more min"!!!haha apparantly i was e last few 2 wake up..funny part was tt wen i woke up n looked arnd mi..cause it was like my bed was in e middle of e hall while e rest kept their beds away!haha i was laughing away man...well okiez dis is e longest entry!haha i shld stop here 4 now!hehe JUNIOR CATS ROCK!!!

hmmz

2day went 2 play pool wif anu pris n pavan..was nice cause after soooo long i got 2 meet my wifey..hehe yea hmmz dis week nth much juz tt i hv a camp end of e week..fri,sat n sun...its 4 junior cats..in other words,training 2 become a fcilitator or 2 help out in church classes..as in i might be a teacher in church!haha cool...juz pray tt e camp will be fun n tt i cld make new frends...so ill leave on fri n return on sun...my cousins r supposed 2 come dis week but i doubt tt can happen..cause some peeps wanna go etp...n mili wanna go find job..so maybe next week they will come...well ok tts all 4 now..was juz bored so came here...hehe RIC out!

red team cheer

i was really hooked 2 dis cheer at e red camp so im gonna share it wif yall


Fight like a champion, FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!
Win like a champion, WIN WIN WIN!
Fight like a champion win like a champion
All e rest can go fly kite!
Fly kite,fly kite,all e rest can go fly kite!
Later kenna lightning strike!
GOOOOOOOO RED TEAM!!!


lol i dunnoe y but i was amused wif dis cheer!haha maybe cause of e rhythm...or maybe e part abt flying kites..haha peaceout

ooooooo man

vanakam..hello..haha ok yea well m dead tired right now actually..well 1st, m finally tokin 2 logan!really missed him..but thing is we r not speakin as before...still feel some gap..o well only time can tell...anywayz im tired now cause o e 3 day red camp at NP poly!!man it rocked!seriously..1st day we got 2 noe abt some courses n experienced e various ccas there..i tried takewando(how u spell tt?!?)netball n archery!e peeps there challenged us 2 break a plank..u noe those karate moves la..so i managed 2 break tt plank thingy on e 4th kick..;P...archery was e most enjoyable i think..e gurl there said i was gd!maybe i hv a knack 4 dis sport..hehe...2nd day was e best!we went 2 check out e science courses n mass com(both of which i intend 2 take)n at night there was a dnce floor!!!dude we rocked e house down!i was surprised 2 c priyaa dance!she can move it baby!haha anu n i ofcourse danced till we dropped!not literally,juz e expression..hmmz dis mili n priyaa ah,expect e unexpected 4rom dem!anywayz got back only at 11 pm n dropped on my bed...2day was e last day..we went 2 check out e engineering courses which were pretty cool...aerospace wa fun!i drove a virtual plane n crashed!hahaha but i got e hang of it in e end..den 4 e last time,all teams gathereed n did our cheers,screamed clap n all tt stuff..den we left...tt was e end of it...came home in e evening n tts wen my cousin from america came over 2 my place wif her frends..had dinner n toked awhile...they juz left so now m here...main reason why m blogging now actually is cause of mili..she wasnt able 2 make it 4 e camp cause she is at malaysia...well gurl i noe dis entry isnt in detail so i will ans ur qus..tt is if u hv any...