rejection is strong..!

ok so yest was a "last min" day..mili,anu,priyaa n myself were invited 2 pris house 4 xmas lunch..so i was forced 2 wake up early n meet e people..met up wif 2 of dem 1st cause anu had 2 do smth 1st..we ent 2 pris house n she was like..wat r u guyz doin here!so it seems tt we were invited 4 dinner n not 4 lunch..so being rejected by dear pris,e 3 of us went out 2 hv lunch n told anu 2 meet at amk library n from there we wld go 4 dance practice(sme competition comin up)..u noe,it wld be ok if 1 person didnt noe tt we were invited 4 dinner n not lunch..butt ALL of us didnt noe!!so smth wrong there yea...anywayz we went 2 yishun where anu had her lunch..n at tt moment, e leader of e dance said practice was canceled..!!!wat hell we got rejected again!well anywayz drom there we went back 2 anu house n juz slacked there..n then arnd 6 we juz washed up nwent 2 her house..had dinner n went home by 11...wat a day man..well anywayz was all last min n fun..tts e way i like it!

All i want 4 xmas is u

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
I don't want a lot for Christmas there is just one thing I need
And I don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking way above the fireplace
Santa Clause won't make me happy with a toy on Christmas day
And I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Oh baby all I want for Christmas is you, you baby
I wont ask for much this Christma
I wont even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe
I wont make a list and send it to the North Pole for St Nick
Wont even stay awake to hear the magic reindeer play
Cause I just want you here tonight, Holdin on to me so tight
What more can I do
Oh baby all I want for Christmas is you, oh baby
Oh our lives are shinin surrounding everywhere
Where the sounds of children's laughter fills the air
And everyone is singin
oh I hear those sleigh bells ringin
Santa wont you bring me the one I really need
Wont you bring back my baby to me
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm askin for
I just want to see my baby standing right outside my door
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you, you, its you, you, oh baby
All I want is you,you, you, you, you, YOU!!

mood out

its xmas eve n m still in no mood 4 xmas..i dunnoe y..i juz feel so.....alone....i neva really felt dis way on xmas since its my most fav hol of e year...guess its cause i really do feel alone dis year...i mean, my family tradition wasnt really a tradition dis year..last time e 4 of us,mum dad bro n mi, wld hv a fantastic layout of food 4 dinner made by mum,xmas songs wld be playin..n we wld sit at e table n eat as a family..afta tt we wld open up presents n dance n stay up late till 12 n celebrate christs birth...but u noe how it is 2day?there were few dishes on e table..juz bro mum n i sat n ate..afta tt we opened presents..n bro went out wif his friends n mum went 2 sleep..im e only member of e family stayin up till midnight 2 welcome christ...so now u noe e reason y im feelin alone...even though i hv people msging mi n chatting wif mi..its still not e same..o well...dis year is totally diff.........

o sleepy mi

iyaaa so boring la..i dunnoe wat 2 do..its raining like nobodys business..floods n all...cant go out also..right now only tokin 2 mili...m fed up wif friendster already la..prefer old 1..haiz 2day nth much 2 do..juz stayed home..christmas is comin..but i dun seem 2 be in e mood..dunnoe y..hmm dan says he wanna come..i said he wont come cause his mum wont allow n he wont fin packing(hes goin HK,skool trip)..it came down 2 a bet where i wld give him 2 bucks if he comes my house n he gives mi 2 bucks if he doesnt..i noe ill win cause dan is really slow n lazy wen it comes 2 packing..n i noe his mum wont allow..!haha so lets c..kz anywayz tryin 2 do blog 4 little mili..but dunnoe y its not comin well..must try tml..u must wait mili gurl!

hey ho wad do u noe?

alrighttttttttt...so here i m..went dhool yest n got back arnd 11 plus..so had a tiring weekend...even worse,i had 2 follow mum 2 mustafa 4 shopping in e morn..so went round e whole place n i really got restless!cause it was boring!!!well anywayz was wif my periyamma n periyappa so we went 4 lunch wif them..n how wonderful it was!!all e curry n mutton..excellent indian food..anywayz got home n juz cleaned up e house..christmas comin u noe..well was tryin 2 do friendster up but i really got confused..must ask logan..o speakin of logan, tt fella called mi 6 am in e morn!i mean usually he miss call la but dis time my phone rang n rang!haha purposely wake mi up..hmm kz tml hv 2 go out shopping again i think..haiz kk peaceout

wow wheeeee!

gd morning..im so tired right now..went 4 asuraz last night...was abit boring la..1st,we had 2 stand throughout e whole thing!4 hours...but e dancers were great..anu's group was very unique n dey did well..but they didnt get e 1st prize..wonder wat e judges were thinking...well anywayz i got back arnd 1 am..n den i saw my frend online so was tokin till 3am...n now m here..all alone..everybody is out except moi..so party time!haha nahhhhh m juz gonna chill 2day..well anywayz on thur i followed my cousins n my aunts frends arnd spore..they were from usa heading 2 india n they had a 1 day transit in spore..so e family of 5(white people!)n my aunt uncle n 2 cuzzies n myself brought dem arnd spore...e father kept asking mi abt spores history so since i was a brilliant ss/hist student *ahem* i told all tt i knew..it was a fun day..tan & dan n i were tokin 2 tess,tate n trent(who looks like harry potter btw)n they told us abt their skool,environment n all tt stuff...so e whole day we went arnd orchard n city hall..went 2 esplanade,some museum,china town,arnd orcahrd road n brought dem over..so i spent a whole day wif whit people..how cool is tt!!haha ok tanya says i hv an obsession wif white people..but i say its juz tt once in awhile its nice 2 be surrounded by people of diff races..appart from chinese,malays n indians...sweet,i woke up singing mcr songs..im gonna get addicted 2 dem once i get e cd!yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

dan n doggy

haha hey noe wat?daniel(my cousin) got bitten by a german doggy do!!he was goin 2 e shop or smth n waiting at e lift..den e door opened n i think e dog got scared so it bit him deep..he was shaking like mad wen he got home...well now hes fine..i saw e dog wen i was over at their place..hehe

wat a week

ooooook so m back from my 3 day camp...was a junior cats camp..basically it was 4 e 20 of us 2 get 2 noe each other well as we wld be working 2gether in e future...well honestly i found e whole thing a bore...i was wishing tt i cld get back quick...but i was glad 2 stay cause loads of stuff happened...1st day was all sorts of games..we had some sort of a debate also..played captains ball n ofcourse i rocked(as always)...hehe k den at night we did dis personal quiz thingy...n we had 2 group up according 2 e results...so among 20, only mi n another person had e same personality!haha which was a performer!haha it meant tt i always love 2 be e "host" n tt im talkative n love 2 entertain peeps...haha it was like so true!well on e next day we had more games n there was dis obstacle course set up...there was 1 part where i had 2 go round a stick 5 times...so afta doin tt i was like sooo dizzy tt i went 2 my left instead of straight, n den i fell down n had 2 crawl 2 e next part!haha brian n paul who were making sure tt i did e obstacle properly started 2 laugh!!haha well i had 2 find a sweet in flour n i was blowing e flour so brian came n push my head into e flour!hahaha iyoooooo was so funny man..well after tt we had a very impt session..it seems tt 4 us 2 hv a strong bond, we each had 2 share wif e group smth personal..smth nobody knew...well 4 mi i was thinkin abt my family but 2 of dem shared abt their family already...so e next thing tt came 2 my mind was smth abt religion...n as i was sharing,i started 2 cry!i dunnoe y but i already started 2 tear wen i heard e others share...i was really touched by 1 story..i cld relate 2 it...well anywayz i felt tt my sharing was nth big n was like e rest..i was wrong,cause afta e whole sharing thing,daniel said tt we cld go n hug people who we really wanted 2 hug..n afta he said tt, joanne immediately came 2 mi n juz hugged mi n started crying!!i was bloody touched man cause 4 e whole day i was thinkin tt she was against mi 4 some reason n i thought she hated mi..well i was soooo wrong!i started 2 cry wen i was hugging her..n den went arnd...gosh i was such a touching night...e next day(2day morn)daniel said we hv 2 write 5 letters 2 5 diff peeps who touched us..so i wrote 2 a few of dem n i was all wondering who wld want 2 write 2 mi n like how many letters i wld get..but my goodness i got a whole lot of letters at e end!i was like totally touched man...so many peeps cld relate 2 mi n i was so happy..well afta tt we attended mass n i was e person 2 read(again)haha last time i did it,it was a disaster!haha but i did gd 2day..we packed up n returned home n now im like dead tired...o yea 1 more thing,2day morn i was hving such a wonderful dream wen all of a sudden raymond tickled my leg n he was like shouting at mi sayin "rachel u hv only 10 more min"!!!haha apparantly i was e last few 2 wake up..funny part was tt wen i woke up n looked arnd mi..cause it was like my bed was in e middle of e hall while e rest kept their beds away!haha i was laughing away man...well okiez dis is e longest entry!haha i shld stop here 4 now!hehe JUNIOR CATS ROCK!!!

hmmz

2day went 2 play pool wif anu pris n pavan..was nice cause after soooo long i got 2 meet my wifey..hehe yea hmmz dis week nth much juz tt i hv a camp end of e week..fri,sat n sun...its 4 junior cats..in other words,training 2 become a fcilitator or 2 help out in church classes..as in i might be a teacher in church!haha cool...juz pray tt e camp will be fun n tt i cld make new frends...so ill leave on fri n return on sun...my cousins r supposed 2 come dis week but i doubt tt can happen..cause some peeps wanna go etp...n mili wanna go find job..so maybe next week they will come...well ok tts all 4 now..was juz bored so came here...hehe RIC out!

red team cheer

i was really hooked 2 dis cheer at e red camp so im gonna share it wif yall


Fight like a champion, FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!
Win like a champion, WIN WIN WIN!
Fight like a champion win like a champion
All e rest can go fly kite!
Fly kite,fly kite,all e rest can go fly kite!
Later kenna lightning strike!
GOOOOOOOO RED TEAM!!!


lol i dunnoe y but i was amused wif dis cheer!haha maybe cause of e rhythm...or maybe e part abt flying kites..haha peaceout

ooooooo man

vanakam..hello..haha ok yea well m dead tired right now actually..well 1st, m finally tokin 2 logan!really missed him..but thing is we r not speakin as before...still feel some gap..o well only time can tell...anywayz im tired now cause o e 3 day red camp at NP poly!!man it rocked!seriously..1st day we got 2 noe abt some courses n experienced e various ccas there..i tried takewando(how u spell tt?!?)netball n archery!e peeps there challenged us 2 break a plank..u noe those karate moves la..so i managed 2 break tt plank thingy on e 4th kick..;P...archery was e most enjoyable i think..e gurl there said i was gd!maybe i hv a knack 4 dis sport..hehe...2nd day was e best!we went 2 check out e science courses n mass com(both of which i intend 2 take)n at night there was a dnce floor!!!dude we rocked e house down!i was surprised 2 c priyaa dance!she can move it baby!haha anu n i ofcourse danced till we dropped!not literally,juz e expression..hmmz dis mili n priyaa ah,expect e unexpected 4rom dem!anywayz got back only at 11 pm n dropped on my bed...2day was e last day..we went 2 check out e engineering courses which were pretty cool...aerospace wa fun!i drove a virtual plane n crashed!hahaha but i got e hang of it in e end..den 4 e last time,all teams gathereed n did our cheers,screamed clap n all tt stuff..den we left...tt was e end of it...came home in e evening n tts wen my cousin from america came over 2 my place wif her frends..had dinner n toked awhile...they juz left so now m here...main reason why m blogging now actually is cause of mili..she wasnt able 2 make it 4 e camp cause she is at malaysia...well gurl i noe dis entry isnt in detail so i will ans ur qus..tt is if u hv any...

sadness

i dunnoe wat la...m still upset wif 1 of my anne...hes really close 2 mi but now afta all dis profile thing..dunnoe la wat 2 do..he doesnt want 2 give mi a chance also...i doubt if he even wants 2 tok 2 mi again.i dun wish 2 loose him either...hes like my twin...m juz at a lost now la...i tried tokin 2 him but he wldnt listen so wat else can i do?haiz...c wat happens

argh!!

sheesh..been in a pissed off mood 4 2 days!!y u may ask?its juz e things tt people do!really stupid things...so 1st was logan...he got upset wif mi cause i changed my friendster profile...i mean he did my previous layout...so i already had in mind 2 change at e end of e year...n wen i did, he got upset cause according 2 him, i dont appreciate his work n i dont care abt his efforts..like HELLOOOOOO!!!???wats ur prob if i changed,its MY profile?!?since wen can 1 overule my profile??!n u noe wat pissed mi off big time?he didnt even let mi explain anything!juz cut mi off!its like i got slapped in e face...n he says wateva i say r excuses...FINE!if he wants 2 jump 2 conclusions abt mi FINE!but juz 2 set e record straight...he did ae profile 4 mi,yes..i used it cause i didnt want his hardwork 2 go 2 waste...n even though i changed my profile now...i m still keeping his codes...y?cause i APPRECIATE e things people do 4 mi...so there u go...anywayz e next day dis jenny gal give mi headache!haha i was rushing 2 go meet anu 4 dhool 2 pass camera cause i may not be able 2 c her later on..den dis jenny taking time..say wanna go chua cho kang..dunnoe la but time will be lost!so i immediatly called her n set it straight tt she was 2 meet us straight,not go anywhere else..so tt was gd in e end..BUT it didnt end there..anu called mi suddenly tellin mi 2 rush 2 her house n get her lens cause hers dropped n she cldnt find it!iyoooo mili jenny n myself rush 2 mediacorp n got anu house key,rush back got her stuff n went back..i was getting tensed cause e taxi money was goin up...n i didnt hv much,neither did jen or mili..well anywayz anu helped 2 pay also n we managed 2 get everything done..dhool was nice, anu all did well but sadly cldnt make it 2 e next round..haiz got back at 12 midnight..mi still sleepy..hope i dun get pissed off anymore..cya

FINALLY!

FINALLY!!!!!n i really mean it..afta so long n so much of hardship n pain.........e comp is finally fixed!yes it is!!!now i wont die of boredom!n now tt exams r over..freeeeeeeeedom!yea baby party at my house!haha so now tt my comp is ok(i hope) im here blogging...mili seems awfully bored eh...hehe alright i shall carry on tml!nth is comin 2 mind at dis pt of time so i shall stop.

*yawn*

im sleepy.......really i m...dunnoe wat im typing but hey,its all cool!hmm m chatting wif logy boy now...juz got introduced 2 arul mani, 1 of my fav "djz"..lol really funny e things those people do..well anywayz had fun at tanny's house..man she scored full A's 4 her O's!!tts...impossible!!!inhuman!!!but she proved otherwise..gosh i can neva reach tt high...but wld it hurt 2 try?hmmmz my 1st exams r on mon..i really hope God will show some light...n i hope ill be ready by den..its time 2 fight back

victorious!

dudeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!chem pract was like a gift from God!!well at least i hope i get a reasonable mark...unlike bio which i noe i totaly flunked!well juz hope tt goes well yea..hmm m so sick of ss..i keep lookin at it n its startin 2 bore mi..cant wait till mon...wont hv 2 c ss again!or at least till i go JC or poly...arghhhhhhhhh its comin so fast!n it will all end within 2 weeks...e exam i was waiting 2 take fo 4 years...all over real soon..kinda makes mi wonder wat ill be doin afta O's...its like u study 4 soooo long..n suddenly, u dun hv a book in ur hands...weird but true..alright ill hv time 2 think abt tt afta e exams..till den, peaceout!

1 down...6 more 2 go

yes!tamil is finally out!now hv 6 more subs 2 tackle...geez...chem pract is tml..hope it wont be as disastrous as my bio pract...hehe...hmm wonder wat ill be doin afta O's...roam arnd spore or smth...k ill end here

so sick

e verdict is out..im sick!of all e times,i had 2 get sick now!started wif nick who got it from his frend...i noe myself,my body is weak..so ill get sick very easily...well e bright side 2 dis is tt at least now m sick n wont get sick during my O's...i hope...but now i feel so guilty tt im not studying..i try 2, but im juz 2 weak..on top of tt, tamil O's r on mon!!followed by chem pract...i juz hope ill be able 2 complete my studies soon...only hv God by my side now

Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms

I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss

You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that

I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous

It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

dedicated 2 some1...sorry

happy deepavali one n all!

so yea..2day is deepavali..sadly im not doin my yearly tradition wif anu due 2 stupid o's...well at least was able 2 go 2 prems house 4 lunch wif her...cldnt make it 2 patty ma's house though..sorry!yea well dis year was online wif logan n anu 4rom arnd 9pm till 2am...at least they kept mi company...hmm hari raya is comin next..so its off 2 hajira's house on tue...well now m exhausted..but hv 2 study..persevere!hmm abit mood out now.......

sleepy

well..yest i felt sooooo damn guilty..i 4got tt it was Brindha's bday!!i mean..i thought it was on e 19..but apparantly it was on e 17!!she was turning 19 on e 17 of oct..gosh i felt like e bad guy...but thankfully she forgave mi n my punishment was 2 write her a testi..hehe so sweet of her..love her lots..n den 2day was Ravin's bday...i remembered..but i still 4got 2 wish..so during my ss lesson was wen it struck mi..n ofcourse i immediately msged him..hmm seem 2 be really forgetting things..hope i dont do tt 4 e o's...hehe..had alot of fun bullying ms tan 2day!she was so cute man...her reactions..hmm m very sleepy...training myself 2 sleep at 12 am n wake up at 8am..hv 2 focuss on my studies...o yea..as i was typing dis,i was tokin 2 my bro..n den i juz happened 2 turn n look at him...he had a hair cut!!n it looked so wierd!!haha man i started laughing!!!!!i think he wanted a "rock n roll" haircut..but he looks RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!hahaha well ok sharmili asked mi 2 write an entry 2day though i had no intention 2...i hv a fan!lol ok so mili gal, dis entry is dedicated 2 u!peaceout yall

PANIC!!!

o my GOSHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!i m so terrible at remebering stuff!!!2day was my O level bio pract exam...i woke up early 2 go 4 a ss workshop thingy n den went 2 e waiting room at 11...i was going through my stuff n getting ready 4 e pract wen it hit mi hard on e head..I FORGOT E DAMN ENTRY PROOF!!!!!!!!!!!!!i almost broke down!!lucky nadia n estee were wif mi n they did e thinking 4 mi..u c i get a brain blockage wen i panic..hehe..anywayz we ran 2 e general office 2 get an extra copy n juz my luck, e principle wasnt there 2 sign e paper!!!thank God mr.loh signed it 4 mi n e 3 of us made it back in time...we were supposed 2 report by 11.15 so juz nice...miss.lim was there n i told her tt i only had e paper which e general office gave mi n she started calling whoever while i was on my chair bitting my fingers off!!!n den she came 2 mi n said ok im still allowed 2 take e exam!but wen we started doing e exam, dis other teacher from another skool was goin arnd checking our entry proof!!!i was like o God help miiiiiiii!!she came 2 mi n i told her e truth...n she told mi 2 carry on wat i was doin while she checked my possesions...i cldnt think right at all!!!but she kept quiet n walked away n tts wen i was at peace..well not really!but i did my pract n was drained by e end...mr.peterson was there at e end of e pract n he kept asking mi how e pract was, maybe cause i was escaping tt qus!anywayz was wif mr.peterson n mrs.loh discussing e qus...n i sank lower n lower...den i was on e way home wif nadia discussing e ans...tts wen i realised i did my calculation wrongly!arghhhhhhh 6 marks gone down e drain!!i confirm it now,no way m i getting tt distinction...guess now its all up 2 e other papers 2 pull mi up...u c, bio is e only sub im confident in getting A1...now,im sitting here feeling sorry 4 myself!!o wellz, really hv 2 go all e way...dis is between mi n u, my darling O levels

e race soon begins

woke up late 2day n had 2 start cleaning e house cause people were coming..yep my bros bday/confirmation celebration...tanya n i went 2 buy nick's cake(i noe, very last min!)n had lunch back home..really delicious food..its been awhile since i had my mums food...anywayz we juz toked n watched tv...tanya n daniel stayed on while everybody left... both left at night..till den we were juz chillin out...anywayz m dead tired now n hv 2 go 2 skool 4 clinic sessions..how i envy marleen!she can simply cross e road n reach skool while i hv 2 take e damn bus..o well, tml is wen i really go full swing...really wanted 2 tok 2 some1 2day but apparantly tt person didnt show up...dont think i will hv e chance 2 speak 2 him till my O's r completed..but tts ok as long as i get 2 c him after e exams..alright, may God be wif mi as i start my race

Nick's confirmation

started my day early wif anu at j8..bought some stuff n juz chilled at a cafe...den had 2 go back n go 2 church wif mum cause nick was finally getting confirmed..i was confirmed in july so 2day was his turn...confirmation is basically being confirmed a catholic...anywayz i was taking pics like crazy!archbishop was there so was kinda cool...afta e ceramony, nick went off wif his frends 2 celebrate while mum n i went 2 swensense...an indian guy served us n it was so funny!cause everytime he came 2 serve us, i got a shock!he kept appearing suddenly n at such a speed!k den came back n now m here..watching patiyal..hmmm main thing 2day was my bros confirmation cause my mum really wanted him confirmed..as e youngest sibling(being mi) getting confirmed 1st, brought some kind of a bad name 4 my mum as my relatives were sayin tt my mum isnt bringing up my bro well...so now tt dis whole thing is over, guess shes at peace now...tml is priyaas bday...16 also...welcome 2 e aunty club!k tts abt it..tml got a bday/confirmation party 4 nick...nightz

graduation day

woooooow wheeee!!2day was 1 of those craziest excellent days!well 2day was graduation day..so sad must leave e damn skool...hehe k well we took lots of pics wif frends n teachers...mrs loh was teaching bio...but i told her its useless cause we were all in e mood 4 photo taking!so she was kind n understanding n let us take pics n enjoy..den we went 2 e hall n tts where we had e celebration..su qi n i went up on stage 2 say our thanks 2 e teachers...den e teachers actually sang us songs!so cute man..it was shocking 2 c ms lee play e guitar!hmm den recieved merci chocs n a rose 4rom su qi!!so sweet of her...afta tt, marleen,sharmili,suqi n i headed 2 pizza hut n had a meal 2gether...was sooo much fun there!we were e only students there so we were laughing n chatting away...den i rushed back home, took a shower, n rushed back 2 e same place 2 meet my church frends..was hving a bday bbq 4 benedict...was damn fun!had satay n those other bbq stuff...there was vodka too!so we all had a bit n tts wen things started 2 become really crazy!i saw 1 of my buddies colin, roasting a marshmellow...wif e help of a candle!!so pathetic!but anywayz i joined him n we started giggling away..den he had e bright idea of puting some charcoal in a foil pot..so it was colin,ben n myself on e floor roasting marshmellows(dis time e fire was much bigger)n den colin dropped his tissue n ben was like, hey u dropped ur marshmellow!!i was laughing away!!tts not all!nat came..colin was heating a charcoal..n nat was like "hey ur marshmellow is burnt.i looked at colin, he looked at mi..n we both laughed so loudly!!last but not least,e maid brought out sparkles..n benedict's younger bro had alot of dem...nat wanted dem so bad she was saying "i want also"..colin n i looked at each other cause we both heard it as "i want ASSHOLE"!!!!!!k so all of dem said colin n i were drunk cause of e vodka..hehe maybe!HILARIOUS i tell ya!but i thought i was laughing cause of e stupidity, not cause i was drunk!!k anywayz i got back n told my mum n she was like, yea ur drunk!so now im sitting here wif a cup of tea doin dis blog...hv 2 meet anu tml n go shopping..so its off 2 bed...awesome day..nighty night

1 day before graduation...

hmmm k back 4rom skool...sleepy..hehe..k was glad 2 finally hv a chat wif a friend of mine yest afta soooooo long...he broke his arm or smth like tt cause of a motorbike accident..life really is fragile so i hope he does take care..scary man...well anywayz 2day was quite a sad day..2nd last day of being in skool as a whole class!den ill be out of tt skool 4 gd...time really does fly..tml is graduation...dunnoe wats gonna happen.. i really wanted 2 get out of dis skool of mine from day 1..now, things hv changed...i rather stay in tt skool!haha i dun wanna noe wat lies ahead!!but i dont hv a choice now do i?well anywayz, mdm.k was so sweet!gave us loads of stuff...gonna miss her...o yea..2day is sharmili's n nicholas' bday!16 n 18...all old aunty n uncle already la..hehe...funny thing is wen i got back,i didnt wish nick!i really 4got!den my mum called after like,an hour, n asked if i wished him...n i was like..O M G!!!!!my own bro!!so i wished him n he said "too late" in his usual sarcastic tone..hehe i can get very forgetful c...VERY....o yaaaa!!sharmili n priyaa hv been telling mi 2 watch dis video on you tube abt np makkals..sooooo damn funny man!!!haha i actually laughed out loud!!so cute they sing song n dance!haha goodness, dis is wat people do wen they r bloody bored!haha kk ill stop here 4 now....; )

alllllllll e way!

am back!well tanya was supposed 2 help mi out wif dis blog..apparantly shes missing in action..but tts ok guess i hv 2 juz blog n deco afta O's...hmm k..so skool was amazingly fun...2day had e eng thing wif mdm.k...was actually feeling down pass few days..didnt want 2 study or tok 2 any1..but afta toking 2 mdm.k, gosh i feel much betta..more determined den ever!so now juz taking a break..n its of 2 book land wheeeeeeeee!4 some reason..m thinkin of Anu's chocolates..hehe love em...ok tts all 4 now...

still upgrading

ummmmmm...ok i think ill be sticking 2 dis skin 4 awhile..still really hvnt mastered blogging...hehe but m on e way!ok so i noe i hv 2 fill in e rest of dis blog..so now it may seem a little weird,but ill change it..someday..:P ok m out 4 now

check it out

ok so im testing dis blog thingy out...its not quite done as u can c...it takes time yea...ok so next entry will come soon..hehe