25 june 2007
everything changed. EVERYTHING!! E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G
first of...God is great. just like what my fellow classmate Kaiser says. God is wonderful, hes excellent.he works in mysterious ways. 1 moment i really felt like an outcast, so many bloody probs kept comin 2 mi.I honestly wanted to give up n i honestly felt no way out.
AND DEN IT HAPPENED!!my god i hv neva felt such a sudden change to everything!!all my dreams came true n suddenly im soaring in the sky!everything happens 4 a reason n damn ur e reason. im saved from everything!!i hv no words to describe wat has happened but i really thank God. I know hes watchin out for mi. 4 sure
ok i dont wanna say more at dis moment but God i love u..YOU ROCK MY WORLD BABY!!!You really answered my ever prayer i can thank no one else but u.Lord u dunnoe how damn bloody happy i m!!or maybe u do!ehehehehe
"we belong together"
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Friday, June 22, 2007
well well well looky wat we hv here..
o boy..dis whole week was really crazy 4 mi..never felt so pressured in a long time. manged 2 get thru my cc3 camp. wasnt so bad actually..all of us really bonded 2gether..well it was fathers day n so i called my dad n he seemed pretty tired so i juz put down e phone n carried on wif e camp stuff..but wen i came home sun night, my mum told mi dad had been hospitalised due 2 some virus in his leg....well now hes ok n back home but my qus is y didnt u idiots tell mi earlier!?!so tt i wont panic???wat excuse, as if i wldnt panic after i knew!?well so much 4 family...
well anywayz a particular fella is really bothering my inner soul already..i dun like dis i need a way out..lord gimme a sign!!!
fell ill on wed night..again..dun wanna hvnt gone 2 e doc n hv no intention 2 go either...e last time i went, e doc asked wat m i doin here again..haha im his regular customer!
skool has been great..juz hvnt been able to concentrate cause things keep popping to my mind. well now its fri, i hv time 2 rest n heal myself mentally n physically..shld be goin 2 watch sivaji wif mili..so c how tt goes..
God i dun understand man..things are so crappy these days.. lord 1 moment i was wif u now e next, once i set foot out of ur house, i feel so alone so miserable so..unprotected...i noe ur there but it feels as though u hv left mi...seriously...
only noel has been arnd 2 c how i hv been doin..makes mi wonder who my real frends hv been..though so far away, he cares abt mi more den any1..really miss tt pandi now, can wait 2 c him again..if u break my heart, he will break ur face..hehe tts wat he said..so touching!i hv backup yall hear mi!but hell no matter wat, i hv 2 be there 4 myself 1st...k i cant take dis anymore my head is starting to cramp..c yall another round
"Lord gimme a sign"
well anywayz a particular fella is really bothering my inner soul already..i dun like dis i need a way out..lord gimme a sign!!!
fell ill on wed night..again..dun wanna hvnt gone 2 e doc n hv no intention 2 go either...e last time i went, e doc asked wat m i doin here again..haha im his regular customer!
skool has been great..juz hvnt been able to concentrate cause things keep popping to my mind. well now its fri, i hv time 2 rest n heal myself mentally n physically..shld be goin 2 watch sivaji wif mili..so c how tt goes..
God i dun understand man..things are so crappy these days.. lord 1 moment i was wif u now e next, once i set foot out of ur house, i feel so alone so miserable so..unprotected...i noe ur there but it feels as though u hv left mi...seriously...
only noel has been arnd 2 c how i hv been doin..makes mi wonder who my real frends hv been..though so far away, he cares abt mi more den any1..really miss tt pandi now, can wait 2 c him again..if u break my heart, he will break ur face..hehe tts wat he said..so touching!i hv backup yall hear mi!but hell no matter wat, i hv 2 be there 4 myself 1st...k i cant take dis anymore my head is starting to cramp..c yall another round
"Lord gimme a sign"
Saturday, June 09, 2007
e feeling of being...LOST
I dunnoe wat 2 do..i wanna quit my church group but at e same time i dont..i feel like im 2 deep in wif dem..i dun understand y i wanna quit also..camps r fun!i guess i dun feel commited enough...e cc1 camp went well...i dun get y im not happy 2 go 4 cc3 camp though...setan is tryin 2 work his way into my mind again..i shall fight back n juz go 4 e meetings!need a positive attitude!anyway meeting is only tml in e afternoon so i hv time 2 rest..i juz pray i find my place n settle down quickly
i need 2 get myself out of e skool groups now!!those i hvnt gone 2 deep yet so there is chance 4 mi 2 turn back..i still want my DJ!!!haiz..skool will start back in another week n its back 2 doin e same thing over n over..but i get 2 c my wish class!hehe
i need 2 get myself out of e skool groups now!!those i hvnt gone 2 deep yet so there is chance 4 mi 2 turn back..i still want my DJ!!!haiz..skool will start back in another week n its back 2 doin e same thing over n over..but i get 2 c my wish class!hehe
o went 2 sentosa on thur wif my class..had so much fun man!haha buried ppl n all of us came back sunburnt n darker!my face still hurts!but was really fun being out wif them..really cool bunch of ppl, i hv neva been as close wif a class like dis before!love yall!
went to e NEWater place yest wif anu n mili..was quite fun actually..wanted 2 push mili into e fountain place but u noe, dun wanna create a scene so i resisted..hehe e gurl wants 2 go watch yogi-B live at expo in aug..so shall be groovin wif her!
shall be goin over 2 anu's place tml evening i guess..meet e little kiddies again..she wants 2 go 2 jurong pool! so c how tt goes...wateva it is, i shall return by wed!
mum made mi clean e house 2day..hehe she always does anyway...n now m done n juz sitting in my room..alone..heeeeeheee visva woke mi up 2day juz 2 disturb mi..haha but i enjoy e company!
i still feel a little down cause few things r still bothering mi..im looking 4ward 2 spending e night alone at home so i can juz sing my heart out..hey it helps 2 release stress u noe...gosh maybe i shld juz stop thinkin abt e camps n juz pray..let God handle it 4 mi..
"Lord to give up i'd be a fool, you are my all in all"
Sunday, June 03, 2007
im back!
hehehe abt a mth since i blogged! been really caught up wif skool and other stuff...skool is rockin as ever..presentations goin on day after day..some apparantly seem 2 get bored wif tt n start skipping skool but hey, up 2 dem! Tests are all over n results r surprising...i demand ans u here mi!?!
mili n i r tryin 2 get into a proper IG...doesnt seem 2 be workin out...c we were in drama den in dis media thingy n all we wanted was 2 be in dis DJ club..u noe spinning tables n stuff!n i hv no idea how e hell i got into ICG...haiz hehe wanna get out of all n hopefully get into e DJ thingy next year at least..i need some skills baby!
2 weeks break juz started n im gonna keep myself occupied..tml itself already hv dis course 2 attend, following day as well...goin sentosa wif W15H!!e coolest class on earth man really love em all!e 25 of us shall create havock there!so sad must leave dem after sept..y la rp like tt, must keep changing class...im 2 used 2 these makkal already..hope we all keep in touch..
Jerrys bday was on fri so we dumped his face in flour!hehe n e fella treat us all 2 pizza..tts it, he set e standard already..my bday is comin so hv 2 treat these ppl n my own makkal also!saras bday is comin soon 2 n i dun care i must get back at him!!tts 4 all e bullying u hv done 2 moi!its actually a cycle...raphael bullys sara, sara bullys mi, mi bullys imi!haha funny ppl
Oooo ya i was really sick few weeks back but i still came 2 skool cause nobody was home 2 take care of mi n i came wif e hope tt e class wld take care of mi..they sure did:D...they bought mi strepsils, water, fruits n so on..so sweet!
I had a 3 hour tok on e phone wif a certain someone on a particular day n i hv come 2 e conclusion of moving on..it juz wont work out...he has his mind pretty much made up n so hv i..so tts tt..but 4 e 1st time i really felt my heart crack..tears comin down...but its ok ill get over it dis is all part of life..leave it
im in serious shit wif pravin...n i hope i get out of it asap..it juz wont work buddy...i got into trouble wif dis other fella e other day whereby he came up 2 mi 2 ask 4 my no. n juz started tokin...i wanted 2 get out but he wanted my no so bad so i gave it n ran out of e train!he has msged once n i ignored..but tts not wats worrying mi..wat if i c his friggin face again since he takes e damn train!? imi told mi 2 call him if i get into trouble wif tt so ok, i hv backup!n i hv visva, mind u:p..i got into another problem..gosh i dun get it, e moment i get into poly, i seem 2 be getting myself into trouble...wif Gods grace, im getting out! thing is, i cant seem 2 learn from my mistakes..
yest was quite a busy day..tan&dan came overn we went 2 watch pirates..a huge let down i tell u..damn bloody boring n i seriously didnt get it..of course, johnny depp was awesome but tts abt it..e rest can go jump off a bridge..after tt i rushed 2 NTU 4 dis moksha concert n yogi B was there!!but so sad he only sang 1 song..hehe must tell logy! his fav dr.burn was there also..the competition was great..not bad..killer bees rocked man!new group, they can make it all e way 4 sure, confirmed. wish them luck n hope 2 c dem performe more. we ot out at abt 12 midnight n were shocked 2 c tt e last MRT train had left!!lucky milis father came n sent us back..reached home at 1 am i think n was starving so ate maggie n was up wif dan till 3am..
anu is comin over..think she really had enough wif stuff at her place so she wanted 2 come over..give her time, take her mind off stuff..e funfair in woodlands decided 2 set itself up beside my block...im gonna sleep wif screams wen tt place opens up...hehe
k la tts abt it, wateva i cld recall so far..i still keep thinkin abt e "getup" thingy from yest drama!cant stop laughin la..haha yest we were in e middle of a crisis n i kept making jokes abt tt "getup" thingy hehe shld hv seen little milis stressed up face!hehe kkkk m out!
"W15H rocks my black and red socks!!"
mili n i r tryin 2 get into a proper IG...doesnt seem 2 be workin out...c we were in drama den in dis media thingy n all we wanted was 2 be in dis DJ club..u noe spinning tables n stuff!n i hv no idea how e hell i got into ICG...haiz hehe wanna get out of all n hopefully get into e DJ thingy next year at least..i need some skills baby!
2 weeks break juz started n im gonna keep myself occupied..tml itself already hv dis course 2 attend, following day as well...goin sentosa wif W15H!!e coolest class on earth man really love em all!e 25 of us shall create havock there!so sad must leave dem after sept..y la rp like tt, must keep changing class...im 2 used 2 these makkal already..hope we all keep in touch..
Jerrys bday was on fri so we dumped his face in flour!hehe n e fella treat us all 2 pizza..tts it, he set e standard already..my bday is comin so hv 2 treat these ppl n my own makkal also!saras bday is comin soon 2 n i dun care i must get back at him!!tts 4 all e bullying u hv done 2 moi!its actually a cycle...raphael bullys sara, sara bullys mi, mi bullys imi!haha funny ppl
Oooo ya i was really sick few weeks back but i still came 2 skool cause nobody was home 2 take care of mi n i came wif e hope tt e class wld take care of mi..they sure did:D...they bought mi strepsils, water, fruits n so on..so sweet!
I had a 3 hour tok on e phone wif a certain someone on a particular day n i hv come 2 e conclusion of moving on..it juz wont work out...he has his mind pretty much made up n so hv i..so tts tt..but 4 e 1st time i really felt my heart crack..tears comin down...but its ok ill get over it dis is all part of life..leave it
im in serious shit wif pravin...n i hope i get out of it asap..it juz wont work buddy...i got into trouble wif dis other fella e other day whereby he came up 2 mi 2 ask 4 my no. n juz started tokin...i wanted 2 get out but he wanted my no so bad so i gave it n ran out of e train!he has msged once n i ignored..but tts not wats worrying mi..wat if i c his friggin face again since he takes e damn train!? imi told mi 2 call him if i get into trouble wif tt so ok, i hv backup!n i hv visva, mind u:p..i got into another problem..gosh i dun get it, e moment i get into poly, i seem 2 be getting myself into trouble...wif Gods grace, im getting out! thing is, i cant seem 2 learn from my mistakes..
yest was quite a busy day..tan&dan came overn we went 2 watch pirates..a huge let down i tell u..damn bloody boring n i seriously didnt get it..of course, johnny depp was awesome but tts abt it..e rest can go jump off a bridge..after tt i rushed 2 NTU 4 dis moksha concert n yogi B was there!!but so sad he only sang 1 song..hehe must tell logy! his fav dr.burn was there also..the competition was great..not bad..killer bees rocked man!new group, they can make it all e way 4 sure, confirmed. wish them luck n hope 2 c dem performe more. we ot out at abt 12 midnight n were shocked 2 c tt e last MRT train had left!!lucky milis father came n sent us back..reached home at 1 am i think n was starving so ate maggie n was up wif dan till 3am..
anu is comin over..think she really had enough wif stuff at her place so she wanted 2 come over..give her time, take her mind off stuff..e funfair in woodlands decided 2 set itself up beside my block...im gonna sleep wif screams wen tt place opens up...hehe
k la tts abt it, wateva i cld recall so far..i still keep thinkin abt e "getup" thingy from yest drama!cant stop laughin la..haha yest we were in e middle of a crisis n i kept making jokes abt tt "getup" thingy hehe shld hv seen little milis stressed up face!hehe kkkk m out!
"W15H rocks my black and red socks!!"
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