o boy..dis whole week was really crazy 4 mi..never felt so pressured in a long time. manged 2 get thru my cc3 camp. wasnt so bad actually..all of us really bonded 2gether..well it was fathers day n so i called my dad n he seemed pretty tired so i juz put down e phone n carried on wif e camp stuff..but wen i came home sun night, my mum told mi dad had been hospitalised due 2 some virus in his leg....well now hes ok n back home but my qus is y didnt u idiots tell mi earlier!?!so tt i wont panic???wat excuse, as if i wldnt panic after i knew!?well so much 4 family...
well anywayz a particular fella is really bothering my inner soul already..i dun like dis i need a way out..lord gimme a sign!!!
fell ill on wed night..again..dun wanna hvnt gone 2 e doc n hv no intention 2 go either...e last time i went, e doc asked wat m i doin here again..haha im his regular customer!
skool has been great..juz hvnt been able to concentrate cause things keep popping to my mind. well now its fri, i hv time 2 rest n heal myself mentally n physically..shld be goin 2 watch sivaji wif mili..so c how tt goes..
God i dun understand man..things are so crappy these days.. lord 1 moment i was wif u now e next, once i set foot out of ur house, i feel so alone so miserable so..unprotected...i noe ur there but it feels as though u hv left mi...seriously...
only noel has been arnd 2 c how i hv been doin..makes mi wonder who my real frends hv been..though so far away, he cares abt mi more den any1..really miss tt pandi now, can wait 2 c him again..if u break my heart, he will break ur face..hehe tts wat he said..so touching!i hv backup yall hear mi!but hell no matter wat, i hv 2 be there 4 myself 1st...k i cant take dis anymore my head is starting to cramp..c yall another round
"Lord gimme a sign"
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