e feeling of being...LOST

I dunnoe wat 2 do..i wanna quit my church group but at e same time i dont..i feel like im 2 deep in wif dem..i dun understand y i wanna quit also..camps r fun!i guess i dun feel commited enough...e cc1 camp went well...i dun get y im not happy 2 go 4 cc3 camp though...setan is tryin 2 work his way into my mind again..i shall fight back n juz go 4 e meetings!need a positive attitude!anyway meeting is only tml in e afternoon so i hv time 2 rest..i juz pray i find my place n settle down quickly

i need 2 get myself out of e skool groups now!!those i hvnt gone 2 deep yet so there is chance 4 mi 2 turn back..i still want my DJ!!!haiz..skool will start back in another week n its back 2 doin e same thing over n over..but i get 2 c my wish class!hehe

o went 2 sentosa on thur wif my class..had so much fun man!haha buried ppl n all of us came back sunburnt n darker!my face still hurts!but was really fun being out wif them..really cool bunch of ppl, i hv neva been as close wif a class like dis before!love yall!

went to e NEWater place yest wif anu n mili..was quite fun actually..wanted 2 push mili into e fountain place but u noe, dun wanna create a scene so i resisted..hehe e gurl wants 2 go watch yogi-B live at expo in aug..so shall be groovin wif her!

shall be goin over 2 anu's place tml evening i guess..meet e little kiddies again..she wants 2 go 2 jurong pool! so c how tt goes...wateva it is, i shall return by wed!

mum made mi clean e house 2day..hehe she always does anyway...n now m done n juz sitting in my room..alone..heeeeeheee visva woke mi up 2day juz 2 disturb mi..haha but i enjoy e company!

i still feel a little down cause few things r still bothering mi..im looking 4ward 2 spending e night alone at home so i can juz sing my heart out..hey it helps 2 release stress u noe...gosh maybe i shld juz stop thinkin abt e camps n juz pray..let God handle it 4 mi..

"Lord to give up i'd be a fool, you are my all in all"