thailand, here comes mi!

where can i start?few things happened lately, 1 of dem being my cuz, tanya, bday...happy bday dude!ur 1 year older n 1 year stupider!lol juz kidding...

i had a fight wif dad yesterday...a really stupid 1..cause i was supposed 2 meet him n get my dinner..so i got held up at home 4 awhile..n den he called n started shouting at mi, sayin how i m making him wait 4 him tt i hv no timing n he juz cut e line on mi..ppl who noe mi will understand how i hate it wen somebody juz cuts mi off like tt...not only is it rude,but u r one-sided..so ok i ran all e way n he started scolding mi there itself sayin how i made him wait for 5 min..n i was like 5 min????i thought hours!so i juz took e food n was juz shaking my head n walked away...really got pissed off..2 top tt off, pravin called n didnt say anything which mad mi more pissed...i didnt want 2 tok 2 anybody n mum noticed 2 but thank god she didnt ask much..sorry mili if i didnt reply u properly online hehe..now u noe..

i made a new frend in si n hes quite nice..he called mi yest n we were tokin till 4 am!hes really interesting wif all his stories..so hope 2 noe him better...n i hope i dun regret givin my no. 2 him...

i finally found e time 2 meet brindha, a very close frend of mine!she is some1 who has gone through e exact same things which im goin through now so anytime i hv a prob, i noe shes there...so its been years since i met up wif her..she had 2 free movie tix n decided 2 invite mi...so sweet!so we toked n den went 2 watch "the hitcher"...a thrilling movie tt made mi jump throughout!haha its abt dis bf n gf driving from 1 state 2 another..n on e way they bumped into some1 whos car broke down..they picked him up n tts wen he started 2 act weird n den attacked wif a knife!e couple kicked him out of e car immediately but guess wat?another family saw him on e road n picked him up!n e whole family died!n e police also came 2 noe at some pt n e whole force got killed by tt 1 psycho guy!in e end, e bf died cause his body was ripped into 2..by tt psycho la!so gruesome n graphic!final part, e psycho got caught but on e way 2 jail, he killed e police all!so left standing on e road was e gf n e psycho idiot..n finally e gurl shot him down!was really a mad movie wif alot of violence..n it was like, we hv 2 imagine wat happened next...so weird basic outline of e story is, pick up a stranger who happened 2 be a psycho...kill kill kill..n finish..haha ok movie was NC 16(violence) n they asked 4 ic..n tt lady said im underage n i was like WATTTTT???!!im 16 man..not even 16 but 17(soon)!!!haha den she look again n said o ya!haha brindha started sayin how i tricked every1 n how did i take my o levels if i wasnt 16!haha..ok sorry if i told e whole story abt e movie,cause some ppl rather watch den hear e ending, but dear mili requested 2 noe how e story went so there u go!ppl who dun wanna noe e story, im sure u can like not read tt section on ur own...

tml im goin thailand!partly excited, partly not, partly scared...hehe im complicated, deal wif it!i juz finished packing(11pm)n tts not even fully actually..tml flight is at 8 pm..ill be back on mon arnd 7pm..hopefully in 1 piece!shall c if i can get anything..ziwei was askin mi 2 find a "gohst in a bottle"thingy...ummm ok...i hv somehow become his "7 hand poker" buddy cause everytime im online he plays tt game wif mi..kinda getting bored of it but it gets funny at times we he starts his imagination!o ya n mili wants tom yam!haha confirm ill eat tt la!haha dun worry gurl ill eat 4 u 2!well okz shall tell yall how tt trip went..

a particular some1 has been missing in action 4 e past week..until i even had a dream abt him!n in tt dream i saw him but he cldnt c mi tt type of thing..n he was tokin 2 his mum!sayin i didnt call him or contact him n he was really upset!hahaha i dunnoe but wen i woke up i thought i shld somehow contact him..cld be a sign!!haha but i hv yet 2 do tt..hehe..miss u like crazy

rp called mi alot dis week..they seem 2 be rushing on few things..like my appointment!will be goin on 5th 2 install few things into lappy..skool will be starting!cant wait!!n before it does, shall go out watch movies!hehe mili is more eager, even now shes askin mi 2 watch!haha after i come back from thai...

ok la pravin n jivis bday r on 1st april..happy bday!shall call dem 2morow before i leave dis country..cause i dun really like 2 wish ppl after their bday..doesnt seem right...k makkal tts abt it c yall on mon..

"You look pretty sinking"

success!

yay i did my speech n pulled it off!only greg n i did e topic abt men being betta cooks..out of 19 ppl..so anywayz greg went 1st n wen he said he chose tt topic, e gurls started tokin back!so i was like, shit i might hv picked e wrong topic..so wen it came 2 my turn, i said in my defence tt i juz found dis a topic i cld relate 2..but e ladies didnt even let mi complete my each pt in peace!haha kept arguing back.but in e end i said since e guys claim they r such great cooks y dun they start cookin up 4 us!haha den only e gurls came back 2 my side..hehe fun man..after session went 4 mass..after a very very long time!so i feel abit better now...after mass mum n i went 2 check out my bros excess group display n OMG!!!my bro was rapping!!lol he n dis guy were rapping lines from e bible haha was hilarious!!!but i must admit he was pretty gd..he was like a small boy waving half way 2 mum n i hehe...

k came back now m juz chillin...was on SI n dis guy sent mi a note...n hes really ugly!haha no offence but seriously look like some orru kaaran..anywayz i wanted 2 ignore him but i read his profile n he was claiming how ppl go 4 looks n dun wanna reply his msgs!so ok la pity e fella n i said hi wats up..n hes like nth how r u..i said fine u?n he said fine 2...tts it?!come on dude u asked 4 a reply n now u dun wanna tok properly?so i thought i start e 1st qus n asked 4 his age..he juz replyed, not askin any qus..so i replyed sayin o im 17...den i was thinkin if hes gonna reply "ok" alone, im gonna ignore him completely..guess wat?he replyed juz "ok" n tts e end of him!haha sheesh he tok so big in his profile but in person hes juz exactly as he described others..get a life dude

i dunnoe if im goin 4 e mr.bean movie..cause anu is showin no sign..she seems busy, i dunnoe..offered 2 follow her tml but dunnoe tt as well...hehe wateva it aint my stuff..

k juz gonna chill now n prepare 4 thailand!speakin of thailand, during mass, e priest was like "n we pray 4 e unnecessary killing in e south of thailand" n i was like WAT!???haha n mum purposely started 2 tease mi sayin tt yea we r goin 2 e south of thailand!haha kk will stop now

"I look at you with such distain"

y men r betta cooks?

hmmz ok u noe abt tt abortion topic?i decided 2 ditch it n go ahead wif "why men r better cooks"..haha i kinda agree wif e title so let mi share wif u makkalz wif wat i hv so far...

-men seem 2 hv a better sense of taste n smell therefore it is an advantage 4 dem!they r able 2 detect wats wrong wif e dish immediately unlike women..

-men tend 2 "explore" more den women...they wld do anything 2 make their cooking styles interesting n result wif an excellent dish..unlike women who juz follow cook books, men break e rulez..

-men r simply more interested in food den women..hvnt u seen guys eating like pandis!n boy do they eat plate after plate n sometimes even finish e gurls food.."e way 2 a man's heart is thru his stomach"

yep so tts wat i hv so far..my conclusion is tt since men r betta cooks, they shld be e 1 cookin up 4 e ladies!hehe...k its not like im supporting e guys k,i juz do agree wif dis..cause my bro is always cookin 4 mi n wateva he cooks seem betta den mine..he has a terrific sense of smell n taste..n he explores e ingredients he has n try 2 add dem all!n most of all..he pigs out on wat he had cooked..hehe c smth i can relate 2 therefore chose dis topic..now i hope tt i wont make a fool of myself in front of e class tml..hehe wat do i hv 2 worry abt anyway im a debater n speech person dude!kk im waiting 4 dad 2 call cause he says hes getting satay 4 mi...tts right mili, SATAY!!!muhaha lalalalala i hv satay u dun hv!boo hoo!haha ok cya!

"won't you take me by the hand, take me some where new..."

come 1 come all!

i was quite disturbed dis morn...cause i was 2 meet up my pri skool frend, nithya(my nine years frend!)...e disturbing part was tt i had many vibrations goin on under my pillow due 2 becky, my phone!nithya kept msging mi e times we were 2 meet...logan also sent a msg abt manis bday party n nicky boy sent mi a msg abt some prob he was hving..gosh even at night im not left alone!haha anywayz was all gd i was 2 meet up wif nithya n her guy yoga n muna!seems they wanted 2 meet mi so finally e day had come!

i reached earlier at northpt n was searching 4 dem n wen i did boy was i shocked!cause 4 1, nithya changed alot in appearance n her guy was bloody tall!!haha but they really looked nice together..so anywayz yoga was like "ah yes u must be rachel"..haha he really has tt decent look...anywayz met muna also n we really clicked instantly...went 2 burger king n juz chilled wif dem...i blenja e gurl n in return she paid 4 neoprint!along dis small expedition i met few of their frends..hehe after roamin arnd abit we went 2 yogas house n den 2 nithyas house..met her mum after a long time..o yea on e way 2 her house i bumped into ms priyaa n ms anu!gave anu her forms n skirt den so i didnt hv 2 go all e way 2 her place!tired la..hehe anywayz i went back arnd 6 wif muna n now m home!

i cant wait 4 e next outing wif dem..nithya really is lucky 2 get yoga!wat a nice couple they really match...hehe its really hard 2 get a guy like yoga these days so i wish dem both e best!

ok i wanna say smth abt MCR(my chemical romance)..i juz saw e video "i dont love u"..n it ROCKED!!well as usual of course..but was really cool wen e guitar juz exploaded!but was a pity 2 c such a gd lookin thing go into pieces but e way it exploaded at e right beat really was awesome!!hehe

anywayz now i hv 2 do dis speech thingy on abortion..church stuff..feels like skool work..hehe they juz wanna test our presentation skills tts all..ok now im juz lazing arnd waiting 4 mili gal 2 come cause i wanna noe abt e laptop thingy..o n logan showed mi few clips of him dancing n i really cldnt stop laughing la!!hahaha he recorded himself n in 1 clip,mani walked in on him!haha u shld hv seen e look logan had on his face!!!!!hahaha okok save him some face..anyway still think priyaas "wat e hell look" is e best!!haha ill take tt 2 my grave man...classic..

kz 1 more thing im proud 2 report is tt my 3 boyz r peace wif mi!haha yes m tokin 2 dem properly, though 1 has smth 2 tell mi n i hope tt happens soon or my mind will continue spinning..ok ill leave it at tt peaceout homies..

"This ring here represents my heart, but there's just one thing I need from you (say "I do")"

cant get u out of my head

im bloody bored..i mean it man!theres seriously nth 2 do!NOTHING!!i woke up at 1230 n juz slacked on e sofa all e way till now!hehe...quality time wif lappy!well was juz chatting n finding music...hmmz pravin didnt tok properly but u noe wat, hes not as impt as logan...i miss tt fella la!still waiting 4 things 2 turn out well...m thinkin abt another body as well..dunnoe how hes doin cause hvnt heard from him..hope hes ok..dunnoe if my feelings r leavin mi...

hmm right now dis stupid poly enrolment thingy is irritating mi..m so confused wif it!!n mili is juz as confused 2!haha c how it goes

ok right now m chatting wif mili n shes tellin mi proudly how she is colouring a doll picture!!ahaha so cute!she steal e baby's colouring book n she colouring..on top of tt she can tell mi 2 try!haha miss those colouring days...i was e best in e class in kindergarden!hehe still rmb..

hmmz m goin 2 thailand on e 30th of march i think..4 days later ill be back...juz goin 4 a small holiday n u noe whos payin?mi...my money from ntuc is goin!at 1st i agreed 2 give mum e money but now i cant seem 2 part!haha anywayz i keep e money n do wat, im not a spender...juz e 3 of us r goin dunnoe wat we will do also..tt time we went bali n my bro got sick n stayed in e hotel..but i think he was juz lazy 2 go round..so 2 make mum not regret e trip, i decided 2 go arnd bali n we really did c alot...was worth it la so juz hope dis thailand trip will be fun...n safe..cause seems e ppl carry guns there n attack at night!!god, hear mi out a sec..pls keep us safe wen we r there!i wanna live n experience life!!

kk right now m tryin 2 propose 2 mili..nth new i hv proposed many times haha!singing 2 her akons i wanna love u..hehe shes expecting mi 2 sing e 3rd line but i dun want 2 or it will get personal if u noe wat i mean..hehehe k im no les, juz damn bored..shes juz as bored since shes colouring tt doll pic..haha k la wateva im typing is crap n i dun think i hv anything else 2 type..hv 2 go 2 e stupid bank n i honestly dunnoe wat 2 do..haha k la gd night yall

"im here without u baby, but u still own my lonely mind"

take mi by e hand take mi somewhere new

hello my fellow souls...right now im juz bored n home alone..which means i start 2 think..deep...wat happens wen u find e right person eh?wat they call ur "soul mate"...how do u noe hes "e 1"...wld he be exactly like u or juz e opposite?many keep askin wat i expect from a guy or wat type of guy im lookin 4...u noe wat, i honestly dun care..appearance wateva i dun care..character n appearance changes overtime...so now im juz waiting c...but wat if he comes n i wont even realise hes e 1..haha sounds stupid!wat if u met e guy whos hand fits urs perfectly n u fit in his arms like it was meant 2 be...n u feel like u noe him 4 generations, share alot of things!n u noe, juz be urself arnd each other..ok im juz dreaming right?2 bad nobody is here 2 wake mi up so till den ill keep my fantasys !right now i do miss a certain some1 but i dunnoe if i shld be...hehe crap la im juz damn confused...i had more experience den anybody wld think...tts y im controlling my feelings...right now im becoming emo thinkin abt all dis...i really miss my "twin"..hes e only 1 i feel like tokin 2 right now...pravin decided 2 act diff wif mi after i told him i had enough..2 hell wif tt la..do wat u want shut mi out if u want!!honestly i hv only god 2 turn 2 n hope 4 some light n 2 help certain ppl...ok im juz 2 confused n messed up 2 write anything more so maybe ill continue dis another time...

"And every night there's a new crowd, but it's always you i'm singin about"

turn mi on baby ; P

Turn me on

For the longest while we jamming in the Party

And you're wining on me

Pushing everything

Right back on top of me (Yea - hey- ai)

But if you think you're gonna get away from me

You better change your mind

You're going home

You're going home with me tonight

So let me hold you

Girl caress my body

You got me going crazy

You turn me on, turn me on

Let me jam you

Girl wine all around me

You got me going crazy

You turn me on, turn me on

One hand on the ground & Bumper cock sky high

Wining hard on me

Got the Python Hollerin' for mercy (Yea- hey - ai)

Then I whisper in her ear

So wine harder

And then she said to me

Boy just push that thing

Push it harder back on me

Chorus

Girl Just Hug Me, Hug Me,

Kiss Me, Squeeze Me

Hug Me, Hug Me,

Kiss & Caress Me

verse 1

chorus

Hug Me, Hug Me,

Kiss Me, Kiss Me

Hug Me, Hug Me,

Kiss & Caress Me

Hug Me, Hug Me,

Squeeze Me, Squeeze Me

Hug Me, Hug Me,

Kiss & Caress Me

dis is a song called turn me on by kevin lyttle..its 1 of my all time fav songs cause of e meaning n beat..it juz makes it such a sweet simple song wif full of passion!another frend of mine loves dis song as well so i dedicate it 2 him!more songs 2 come in e future

u dunnoe wat im feelin

my pillow started 2 vibrate at 9am in e morn thanks 2 miligal who was callin..she wanted 2 noe if we were goin 4 e movie but i was 2 sleepy 2 reply!hehe den went back 2 sleep n den my pillow started 2 vibrate again at 10, by priyaa..dis time she confirmed abt e movie n we all met up at noon..i was intrested in music & lyrics..but wen we went there, i was keen in stomp e yard..so i gave e makkal a choice(music & lyrics or stomp e yard) n all agreed 4 music & lyrics..iyo wat a waste e movie was such a bore!1st we went in as though we owned e cinema cause nobody was there!well few came later on n tts it...but priyaas n milis reaction were 2 much!haha laughed like hell as usual!den they blamed mi 4 choosing dis movie la but EXCUSE MI, i gave u pandis a choice!ahaha still we had fun..cant wait 4 mr.beans movie..!anywayz chilled at e coffee shop n anu n priyaa were tokin 2 their new ppl..hehe n mili n i were like,wen will our time come..!well tts all nth much happened..i changed my skin!i had a betta 1 but it didnt turn out well so dis was my 2nd choice...but i like tt rocker boy!n i was wondering if i cld put a song n looks like u can!so now im happy, done my blog n friendster skin!n i think its my best work so far.......

This aint a scene, its a godamn arms race!!

crisis!

so i woke up early yest 2 meet up wif e gang..priyaa already started jc n was hving a 4 hour break..so anu mili n i went 2 keep her company..we had breaky at a coffee shop n settled there itself..there was dis cute aunty cleaner who came 2 our table n called mili beautiful gurl, mi a sexy gurl n anu wonderful gurl...den priyaa was waiting 4 her name n u noe wat tt lady said?dun disturb my DAUGHTER!lol shld hv seen pp's reaction!its like tt "wat e hell" look!hehe kz after sending her off e 3 of us went 2 bugis 2 settle some payment n on e way were tryin 2 find out anu's appeal 4 a poly..n she got her choice!so now she is joining mili n i in e same poly!we r gonna bring it down i tell ya!priyaa's appeal got in 2..but she decided 2 stick wif jc..so ok from there we went 2 hv macs n were tokin abt few disgusting yet knowledgable stuff..n mili didnt want 2 hear it but she had no way 2 escape!hehe dis anu started tokin so loud!haha ppl all giving us a look!hehe k after tt anu n i were lookin arnd n she found her THIS FASHION..some clothing shop tt shes crazy abt..so we were there n it started 2 rain!n guess wat?half way my slipper broke!how nice i had 2 drag all e way 2 a shoe shop on e other end!haha anu kept laughin...but i found e situation hilarious as well!but ok la managed 2 buy a silver slipper..happy wif it..dis is e 2nd time my slipper tore so slippers n i dun seem 2 go well..hmm den only we went home..got drenched but tt was nice..rainy days rock!so now m juz home chillin..still feelin sick from e chalet..will be goin vivocity tml i think..man i juz cant wait 2 start poly la!so interesting..o n i wanna say smth 2 passerby...dude u got 5 A1s!!be happy!of course work harder u will get more!determination is e key word!sure u can make it..dun stress urself 2 much cause in e end it will cripple u...relax urself nn juz go all e way ya..seriously e ppl tt i noe who study like mad, got lower marks den expected..so juz do ur best..kk tts abt it RIC out.

my day with noel nathan

on e 6/3/2007, i rachel charles came face to face wif noel nathan...lol ok y do i sound so dramatic bout tt?k anywayz let mi intro u guys 2 noel...he is 1 of my close online buddies who i met through friendster few mths back...i got 2 noe bout him more n so did he...hes from penang..so how is it i met him?e fella was goin 2 aus for 3 mths 2 do a course n he had 2 take his flight in spore...so he requested tt we both meet up n i agreed..he came at 2.30 pm n his next flight was at 9pm so i had 2 keep him company...o n he is e 1st online buddy i met!so tts a lil smth bout him so now let mi begin e story....

in e morn i had 2 follow anu n haji 2 rp cause they wanted 2 appeal 4 another course...mili was kind enough 2 join us...after tt anu n i headed 2 our individual destinations, mine being changi airport...i reached at abt 1 pm n was toking 2 pp n anu(conference) cause it seems tt there had been an earthquake in indo n spore felt it!priyaa n my mum felt it!haha n pp was like"i dun wanna die!!"n anu was like"rachel come back!!i dun wanna be alone!"n mi?i didnt care really!i wanted 2 c noel!lol so ok i was sitting down waiting 4 him n i kinda lost track of time...n den,i saw some1 walk out of e gate..suspected it was him but i thought i shld juz wait..n den noel came n sat beside mi!haha so smoothly n he started complaining how tiring e flight was..in my mind i was wondering,tiring?u juz sat down e entire time not stand up!hehe but ok he shook my hand n intro himself as though he neva met mi before..!i gave him a pair of ear rings as a gift n thankfully he liked it! ok he said show mi spore!so i brought him arnd wif e help of e MRT!noel was scared of e speed la!haha he was glued 2 e pole!he kept tellin mi how diff i looked from e pics...ok 1st stop we went 2 vivocity n roamed arnd abit n went 2 eat at a hotdog outlet...tt fella ordered such a huge burger!!n mi, a tiny hotdog!but he insisted tt he pay 4 it so ok fine!n my god u shld hv seen him eat!!real pandi la tt 1..cause i was tokin on e phone wif priyaa n den mili..n within tt time he ate my fries!ahaha n was eating my hotdog dressing!haha he whacked e burger nicely...was eating like a baby 2!haha food all over his mouth!den ok i gave him 1 bite of my hotdog n let him finish my fries n drink..poor fella must hv been starving...after tt we made our way 2 e fountain of wealth cause he wanted 2 c tt..we met priyaa n anu on e way cause they both wanted 2 c how noel looked like!on e way tt loosu made mi panic alot cause he kept whistling at gals n askin 4 their no n juz flirting wif dem!!i didnt noe wat 2 do cause malaysia is totally diff from spore!as in e ppl r not as friendly here!but ok he cut mi some slack in e end...we met e 2 babies n had some fun!noel kept bullying priyaa!haha was really cute "quack" "quack"!cause according 2 noel,priyaa was walking like a duck!hahaha so ok we took few pics n saw e fountain..after tt he kept askin 4 some booze but no way did i buy 4 him!after tt we left 4 e airport again n we were hving a hard time finding his flight!but we mangaed n were rushing..lucky we came earlier cause his flight had moved 2 8.10pm!n we were there at 8!juz in time...it was sad 2 c him off really cause i had such a great day wif him,we laughed e entire time n juz had alot of fun!we hugged n he gave mi a gd bye kiss on e cheek n left...n tt was it, dunnoe wen ill c him again..hopefully in 3 mths time...well tts abt it!of course alot of other things happened but dun expect mi 2 write dem all here it wld be 2 much!so right now i juz hope hes doin fine in aussy...both of us were glad 2 meet at last cause we really clicked instantly n had e same thinkin!so cool!haha well okiez ill stop here will let yall noe wen i meet him again!

jennys bday

i got back yest night arnd 11 from jennys bday at pasir ris...we went there on fri night n stayed there..e whole thing was really a mess i must say..there was hardly any food n anything!damn boring!upinder,jen,anu n i were there 1st n were starving!luckily we had some hotdogs wif us so tt lasted us till mahesh, wansha n selen came wif mee goreng...we started playin truth or dare n boy did i hear alot...ALOT...hehe anywayz all went inside e tent except 4 mi jenny n mahesh...o anu was on e phone tt time..she was on e phone almost throughout e night la..wif priyaa n few other ppl,she was really bored!anywayz dis mahesh n jen bought 3 bottles of dunnoe wat vodka liqour all n came...so 3 of us shared n drank n played card games...we kept e vodka cause wanted 2 share wif prabha as he was on his way from work..within tt time e 3 of us started 2 get high abit la..hehe lucky anu was there 2 watch us...den wen prabha came we opened e bottle n man did they drink fast!i was e only slow 1 there la...hehe all gulp so ok i joined in n den,it started 2 get 2 mi...by tt time everybody came round us 2 c how we get mabo la..haha jenny was e 1st den mi n mahesh n praby!haha but e 2 guys were ok in e end..strong ppl...according 2 all of dem, im very cute wen im drunk!lol i dunnoe y la but they said i was like"anne 1 more glass!"haha ya tts wat i said 2 mahesh after few cups of tt vodka!but den...jenny started her drama..earlier on she had a fight wif upinder so she started 2 bring tt up..n den upinder got angry all of a sudden..tts wen i snapped back...alot of shouting happened n it really started 2 get bad...anu n i brought jenny 2 e toilet where she puked..juz calmed her down n after few hours later she was ok wif upinder...made her go 2 bed n everything was calm in e end...everybody went 2 bed except 4 anu,mi,mahesh n prabha...mahesh made us play his stupid card games over n over la!from 4 am till 8am!i asked them 2 slap mi few times cause e vodka was starting 2 take a toll on mi...but by morn we were all ok..e guys were surprised tt i was strong...honestly i was 2!guess it was cause i saw jen cry n upinder angry..tts wen i really woke up..if not..i also wld hv been knocked out!anu n i left earlier cause we were sick..e guys were askin mi 2 stay another night 2 hv another drink,but i had enough n juz wanted 2 leave...den mahesh was like..next party come, we shall share..haha really lucky 2 get these frends..e guys didnt take advantage of us, they helped us all..n were responsible also...well mahesh wanted 2 c mi drunk, so there u go!lol ok tt was e best night i had, in terms of drinkin...

i hv 2 say smth abt avril lavigne...my cuz tanya told mi how suckish she got wif her singing n dressing in her new video,girlfriend...i wanted 2 c 4 myself n i did few days back...at 1s i was ok wif e fishnet stockings n small tiny shorts...n den i was happy 2 c her in a punkish outfit..so i was thinkin 2 myself,its not so bad wat y e big fuss?but DEN....avril started 2 dance...n wen i mean dance, i mean e sluty dance!i almost died there on e sofa watching her!she was like so gwen stefani!juz imagine a punk rocker,emo gurl...suddenly wearing tight shorts n dancing like a chick!it was totally abnormal!!!avril was my idol,she was diff from e rest..n now..shes juz e same n rapping...wat e hell i juz stared into space after e video ended...i hope avril wakes up

happy bday daddy!

so im back from tt little outing...n im out!hahaha kz well wat happened was..there were 12 of us..i didnt meet 6 of my realatives in like,soooo many years..so dis was a reunion of my fathers side of e family..my 2 cousins were really...tall!haha but was really gd tt we all clicked immediately!really i wasnt lookin foward 2 dis whole dinner cause i was afraid of bein an outkast..went 4 dads sake cause it was his bday...but all was gd in e end..boy did we laugh alot...n of course there were those cute indian waiters walkin arnd..lol ok enough wif tt i had 2 wear a stupid skirt!dads wish...haha i looked cute i must say!compliments 2 miss rachel...ok so we were eatin n all wen our waiter came n offered wine...my god it didnt take a sec 4 mi 2 ans 2 tt!!i ended up hving 3 glasses of red wine n 1 glass of champaign..was really excellent!dad said i was gettin tipsy..well i almost dropped my glass so maybe i was!haha usually if im drunk i wld dance or tok crap or juz sit in a corner n think abt life la...so 2day i was juz keepin 2 myself n thinkin abt certain ppl..ahem my babies shld noe who la..hehe..genting..some guy n 1 other pandi...all came 2 mind...half way my uncle came up wif dis speech on how family is impt...right tts true la, tell tt after so many years wen few relatives didnt bother 2 visit..hmph nvm...uncle joe drove mi bro n dad home...n it was ridiculous man!e way he drove gave stress 2 my aunt!hahaha she kept scolding him n really..he drove damn slow!haha funny sia..but i started 2 wonder, how if my husband n i like tt in e car..haha i wldnt scold him but will be laughin at him!!!anywayz i got home i settled on e sofa..n mili baby did dis backgrnd of mi n umm..somebody la..hehe was really cute n sweet..but i really didnt noe wat i was sayin 2 her..think e wine settled in pretty gd...k well i dunnoe wat 2 say next la...sleep like a pandi maybe..4get e world 4 a few hours maybe......

im back!

im back from my so called camp at anu's house..was there on sat n now its thur so u do e math..n i hv 2 c her face tml!hehe will be overnighting at e beach 4 jennys bday...i like it dis way..not stayin at home alwayz n facin mums uncountable qus...anywayz i juz wanna say I GOT INTO RP!!!well im not as excited but guess everybody i noe seems 2 be goin there..but hey i got a course tt i liked..biomedical science...its e closest 2 psychology...mili got e same as well!will be cool, can go 2 her house n hv lunch dinner all!haha self invitation..u c milis house is near RP!so cool 4 her..anu dear got into engineering!haha n she hated it so went 2 apply again at RP...pp island got into yjc but think shes havin 2nd thoughts..juz hope she can get her course n not hv probs la..currently prayin 4 her n anu n jivi n haji..tt they all get into e right courses...as 4 mili n i...hope we dun suffer la!!anywayz shall tell u wat happened at anu's place..1st night pp stayed over as well...n i was sleepin in e middle..i cldnt sleep at all cause e 2 of dem kept kicking mi!!i woke up at 3am only 2 feel alot of pain in my right ribs...n i suspected anu cause next moment she suddenly lifted her leg n kicked me in e belly!!oooo e pain i felt..priyaa on e other side kicked my ass..hehe woke up soar...went out wif dem pass few days...i broke priyaas hairband!n i thought i broke her skull!haha cause my hand hit her head n i heard a crack sound!lol damn funny la...anywayz 2night i hv dis dinner wif dad n his side of e family..im honestly not lookin forward 2 it cause im not so close 2 tt side of e family...its been years since i met them...but im juz goin 2 make dad happy...its his bday btw...okiez shall stop here 4 now..will update after dinner at marriots...1 reason y im interested 2 go there is cause there r few cute malaysian guys workin there!lol ok tts 2 much...speakin of which, i was attcked by 4 ite indians!!they tried communicating wif mi in e train on my way home but i was listening 2 my mp3 so i pretended not 2 hear!lol 2 much la these ppl...kk im out