F.R.E.E.D.O.M

my 1st day jobless!well, yall noe wat i mean!2day wasnt really planned...anu asked 2 meet up after her work n so i did..arnd noon we were at ntuc buying choco n sushi!i was craving 4 it cause wen i was working, customers wld keep brining sushi 2 my counter!anywayz as we were leaving, our boss mr simon was calling us cause he wanted 2 thank us!so sweet of him..my 1st job n im very lucky 2 get dis type of boss n nice ppl 2 work wif...anywayz anu n i headed 2 jurong?y?GIANT!!!hahaha finally i hv always wanted 2 go there ever since e convo wif logan n a bunch of peeps...i thought there was no giant in spore but apparantly, there is!so i promised logy tt i wld take a pic as evidence n i did!i do wat i say...so we looked arnd n boy was it...giant...!so many stuff...we went daiso,dis 2 dollar shop n got few things 4 kv,kandhan n vikram, n den we headed back 2 amk by train..on e way we were followed by 2 malaysian guys!!was so exciting but scary!cause they were opposite whistling at us n they got into e same train..from 1 end they slowly moved towards us...in e end they stood infront of anu n i n we both didnt noe wat 2 do but laugh!!n u noe they said bye before they got down!lol funny man...we got down n went 2 anu's house..had great dinner there..we fried appalam n thank god i didnt burn down e house...!after tokin alot n crapping arnd, i left...reached home abt 11 n here i m!i like days like dis cause it was all unplanned n it was raining!it rained n neva stopped!!i feel very relaxed at e moment..calm..its very cool..n i dun hear any sound from mum or bro..juz e way i like it..its juz so irritating 2 hv dem arnd at times so i try 2 get away from it all..like 2day...will be stayin at sentosa 4 3 days 4 jennys bday so cant wait 4 tt...sunday is comin soon n so is noel...i still dunnoe where 2 bring him!call myself a local??n i didnt even noe there was GIANT in spore...sheesh.hmm mili juz told mi tt vijey wanted anu n my no cause he wanted 2 prank call us..2 much la tt fella..like small kid,wanna prank call all!haha c wat i mean wen i say i had a gd 1st job?e ppl rock!...hehe kk tts abt it..will be heading down 2 darlings house tml as well..peaceout
If it looks like im laughin im really juz askin 2 leave

last day!

2day is my last day at NTUC!!!nobody can feel e JOY in my soul im feelin!!ok la i noe im gonna miss workin wif those insane ppl..really my ntuc is e most happening i think...e supervisors n boss r so open n talkative!will miss their singing n bullying...vijey kept tellin mi 2 do my work properly since i was leaving...!yest was damn empty..i was so bored!until i got e big fish...big fish,in cashier lang, means u get e largest amount of items 2 scan...3 trolleys full i tell ya!!actually e opposite cashier was supposed 2 do it but she was leaving...so she asked mi 2 help n i agreed cause i juz saw 1 trolley...n den it all came..my god e customer was stacking dem high!n all e other cashiers started 2 watch mi..1 was kind enough 2 help mi though...in e end i did 2 trolleys while another did e third...total 3 trolleys came up 2 700 bucks!some party they must be having...anywayz it was like a gd send off 4 mi!hehe..anu gurly was supposed 2 take over my counter but hui han came n told mi she wasnt comin..so after work i called her up n it seems she went wif jenny 2 book e chalet n was running late..n at tt time her grandfather had fainted!so she took e day off...i cant wait 4 jennys chalet!its a gathering of old frends n i might i mention a way 2 get away from home!3 days of peace...shld be fun...2day i woke up from a terrible dream!i was being chased by 8 huge guys who wanted smth from mi, forgot wat it was..n i didnt give it so they wanted 2 rape mi 4 tt!!i was running arnd e whole of np...were poly students...n i was msging logan throughout e whole way 4 help!n wen i was hiding, logan called mi!n i started 2 cry 2 him n he didnt noe wat 2 do but juz keep mi on e line!hahaha dunnoe y it had 2 be logan..guess hes always been there 4 mi...anywayz suddenly dis other guy, neva met before, he came 2 my rescue!he saw mi hiding n knew wat was up so he showed mi a way 2 escape!n tts wen e 8 guys saw us n started 2 chase e both of us!n tts wen i woke up...its kinda funny but intimidating...n tts wen i saw pravin n my long time frend priyas msg!was comforting...prav 2 had a nightmare!haha coincidence...so was tokin 2 dem throughout e morn..now m not sure wat 2 do..lappy is still being configured...he shld be in woring condition by 2night after morgan comes..well hopefuly...was hoping 2 speak 2 naveen but fell asleep on e sofa waiting 4 him...hope 2 c him tonight after work...alright im out..
dis is RIC speaking 2 ur inner soul, peace

can u take it all away?

its an hour after dhool n im watchin raven now...NUS deserved it so was happy wen they won...diversity 2...tridiac didnt make it though..liked them alot but guess their range of dance was limited..anywayz congrates 2 dem all 4 makin it so far!i cant wait 4 tue...cause tts e last day im workin at NTUC!!wheeehee!no more scanning!sir vijey is holding a grudge against anu n i 4 tt..haha!mili still wants 2 work...i dont want 2!i need my life back!n its really spoiling my junior cats meeting n church...i went 4 e meeting 2day after so many weeks n daniel was like " rachel CHARLES!ur back!!"..haha theres abt 3 rachels, including mi , so they call my full name...anywayz was gd 2 be back..after tt i had 2 drag my feet 2 work but before tt met anu 4 lunch n toked abt few things...my buddy noel is comin over 2 spore next week..well actually hes heading towards aussie island but he has 2 take e plane in spore...so shall be meeting him...e other night at abt 4am, i was having a nice dream wen my pillow started 2 vibrate...n everytime i picked up, e person hung up..happened 4 abt 8 times before he said hello..was a malaysia no n i recognised e voice 2 be noels...den we were msging n he was saying he cldnt sleep..cldnt sleep?!so must wake mi up 4 tt!!haha n mid way he can ask mi y m i awake, y im not sleepy!!1 hour later he finally declared he was sleepy so tt was tt...logan left 4 kedah yest n reached 2day...he must be dreadfully tired cause he had classes...we had another misunderstanding but tt was ok in e end...but still i made him upset n tt hurts mi inside...1 day ill explain 2 him everything...there was a cyclone thingy near mauritius n it was pretty bad..pravy was tellin mi abt e strong winds n how trees were comin down 1 by 1..was checkin e net 4 him on e weather...it got worse over e weekend..was prayin 4 him 2 be safe n 2day morn e cyclone fool was gone n everythings alright...lucky spore is a safe country..it will take centuries 4 a tornado 2 pass by!hmmm kelly is missin in action..think hes runaway..again...which means i hv 2 go hunting...haha really is a cute little fur ball!oooo i got a lap top!finally!my mums frend gave it 2 mi cause she was buying a new 1..its in perfect condition n i named it lappy!hehe my name is on it as well!its upgraded 2!so ill be spending my days wif lappy, becky n kelly!(laptop,phone,cat)o looky cat is on e table!dun hv 2 go hunting den...i feel like reading a book...hehe dunnoe y..anywayz nth much is happening at work..lesser ppl after cny...gd but boring...2day dis guy tried 2 hold my hand while taking e plastic bag!lol aint happening dude...i still like e chef story best!haha tt really made mi laugh..member any1?kk shall stop here cause i think tts abt it
This pain u gave 2 mi!

feelin unmeish

i dunnoe y im feelin down 4 e past few days...n its starting 2 show through...suddenly feel so miserable n alone...its true,its cause of certain things tt i wish 2 juz put an end 2...its funny how e last person u think wld care wld come up 2 u n ask wats wrong...pavan was askin where his cheerie piglet(yes,me) was...y i was feelin so mood out...well i cldnt explain y i was like tt at tt moment, but felt betta after tokin 2 him 4 awhile...logan suspected smth as well...right now he says "happy is limited edition so value e time wen ur happy"...very true...cause tts wat i feel now...was miserable n den logan added afew ppl into a conference n i saw e opportunity 2 get back at e boy ever since tt GIANT incident!i made new frends within tt time as well n we all had fun...tt was a moment 2 value, cause wen i left i fell back 2 square 1....miserable...was dragging my feet at orchard road n even mum noticed e silence...but wen i was home, my bro made mi laugh cause he was parading arnd e house in his new slippers..looked ridiculous really...another moment 2 value...its true how happiness can be a limited edition...n now i think i shld juz keep tt happiness..y let u bother mi, u dun even care abt my well being...i juz wanna start poly, a new life..a new beginning...
listen, im alone at e crossroads

break

so 2day is my break day..sweeeeeet!went work 4 1 day n now m on break!haha...well m tokin 2 logan..literally..through a mic!tt time we were tokin n he took advantage..by askin mi 2 sing!haha yes he still wants mi 2 sing his 7 songs in dunnoe wat 7 min?!haha so yea now m juz bored at home..nth 2 do, nobody home..shld be goin out later at night 4 shopping!gonna spend!hehe well okz tts abt it cya!
was dreamin while i drove e long straight road ahead

hv u ever really loved a woman?

u.....u really disgust mi sometimes u noe tt?wats ur prob man?!seriously wat do u want from mi huh?1 moment ur tokin abt ur loved 1, missing her..e next ur callin mi up only 2 give e excuse tt u want 2 hear my voice...!u really r misleading mi u noe tt dear?u tell mi all e things i wanna hear n den u go tokin on abt her...wat r u tryin 2 proof!?u take mi piece by piece n den throw mi right back 2 where i 1st was...da u make mi so confused sometimes...sometimes u give mi hints 2 stay though u tell mi e opposite..i do get e hints, juz tt i wanna ignore dem...i dun wanna face e fact really, it juz scares mi...its been wat, 5 days since i heard from u?really tells mi alot now...u juz sometimes piss mi off n make mi fed up of everything i do...n den u somehow hv a way 2 pull mi back..wat m i, some yoyo toy thingy u can play wif !?roll mi away n pull mi back?1 day tt string will break den how?wat u gonna do jhan?honestly i dun wanna lose u but dis is really upsetting mi day n night...always occupying my mind...so da,tell mi smth hv u ever really loved a woman?to really love a woman, to understand her, u gotta know her deep inside...Hear every thought ,see every dream n give her wings when she wants to fly..wen u love a woman, tell her that shes really wanted..tell her that shes the one..Cause she needs somebody to tell her that its gonna last forever...To really love a woman...let her hold you til u know how she needs to be touched..Youve gotta breathe her,really taste her till you can feel her in your blood..n when you can see your unborn children in her eyes..u know u really love a woman..u got to give her some faith, hold her tight..a little tenderness,gotta treat her right..she will be there for u, takin good care of you..so tell mi da hv u ever really loved a woman?i noe u hv n i noe u always will..love her.....so dun play ur games wif mi

CNY day

o goodness yest was a crazy day man...so at arnd 4 i met up wif anu n we went 2 newton 2 eat at hajiras fathers shop...n juz 2 get there, we went 1 big round..i also dunnoe y..in other words we were abit lost..so once we got arnd 2 their place, we saw faizelu cutting onions n habib sleepin!so cute faizel was shocked 2 c us...den he sat us down n toked 2 us abt our results..we ate roti john, was very nice...n guess wat?we got e food 4 free!so sweet of dem!so from there we went 2 novena 2 give rasi amma her food..of course bought choco there n left 4 yishun 2 watch norbit..we didnt dare watch a tamil movie on a sunday cause of all e oorus...hehe so yea norbit was a NC16 movie..n damn was it funny!anu started clapping and laughing at 1 pt!!hahaha!but really was ridiculously funny!after e movie we both kept laughing occasionally!n we went 2 dis arcade n tried dis gun game n were really horrible at it!we went home laughin in e train cause anu started her "mangadu" nonsence!haha got home at abt 11 n was chatting till 2am..n i woke up at 10 cause of some stupid lion dance..but no prob i went right back 2 sleep n woke up at 2 pm cause of my alarm...missed breaky again..no biggy...so here i m..dreading tml cause of work..haiz life is such a pain in e ass at e moment..i thought id neva say dis but i wanna go back 2 skool already...

happy cny!!

i neva thought tt i wld say dis but THANK GOD ITS CNY!!tts cause i get a break 4rom work 4 2 days!so much JOY..hehe gosh yest wasnt so pack but boy did my arms ache...so last night i came home n slept at 2am n woke up at 1pm..hehe yep i was dead tired..n now anu is having plans 2 go out somewhere..she wants 2 go vivocity n some concert thingy..so see where tt goes later on..our planning all last min la..but tts wat makes my life exciting..well in a way it does!i feel like goin 2 my cuz house....dun wanna stay home alwayz..hv nth 2 do here..well ok i hv nth else 2 say so dis is where it ends.

plea 4 peace

i dunnoe wats wif e title..but tts e song m listening 2 now!hehe yest was damn pack at work..NTUC is open till 2 am (yest n 2day)..but thank god e chief cashier let anu n i off earlier at 12...hope she does tt 2day cause i hv 2 work from 9-5 e next day!!dead tired man..feel i hv no life really..n im missing all my meals!cause morn i wake up late n miss breakfast, lunch i hv 2 find smth or hv nth..n dinner i hv nth cause m working..really mt timing is all messed up...k anywayz im lucky 2 hv mili n anu workin wif mi!2 days ago on our way home, mili started tellin anu n mi abt her "dream car" n boy did i hv such a great laugh!!i neva laughed so hard 4 quite awhile!!cause she was like"shiny pink surface.." n dunnoe wat all also!i started laughing cause i was thinkin, dream so big but wheres e money dude!?is e money dropping from e sky?haha n den i rmb mili's salary last mth came up 2 12 bucks!!which made mi laugh even more!so i was like,wat an expensive car but dai u earning 12 bucks only!!!lol hell i laughed alot but mili i noe u can get tt car!u r a hardworkin little gurl!but make sure u drive mi in tt car 1 day!haha goodness...so since she told abt her dream car, heres mine!i want a silky red jaguar wif black graphics on it!i juz love red man..hmm ok tts all 4 now

happy valentines day

so im back from work...e only thing tt kept mi goin 2day was e thought of "mon cheri"chocos at home..i asked mummy 2 buy 4 mi!but sadly i came home 2 find ritter sport rum choco...well ok at least theres some sort of alcohol!2day wasnt as crowded..guess everybody is prepared 4 cny...there was dis indian couple(married wif 2 kids) who came 2 e counter behind mi 2day n another lady juz over took dem!n e guy was like wah so fast come ah..n they were tokin..at e end e lady said she noes tt e guy was a gd person so she wasnt afraid 2 overtake!n e guy was like.."o really!thanks!!can u tell my boss tt?"haha i started 2 laugh already!!yes ok i was listening 2 their convo but hey, they were tokin so damn loud!haiz anywayz i was e last person 2 close counter..at 11.15 pm!e uncle closing up e place said he wldnt mind closing mi in as well..!haha no way do i want 2 stay at tt place man...e supervisor vijey was kind enough 2 drop of anu n myself...so now m here wif my choco doin dis entry..tml,or maybe 2day since its 12 plus already, is valentines day...im still single which is gd in a way..hehe will be goin on a date wif my mon cheri anu..hehe its been our tradition since sec 1!but hv work also....well ok doesnt matter i love myself e most so happy valentines day rachel!i love u sweetheart u rock my world!hahaha ok i was actually tokin 2 myself which means im tired...but who says valentines day is 4 lovers eh?it can be 4 friends!so 2 all those ppl i love dearly..I LOVE U!!haha ok ill stop here...
be my valentine and ill get u drunk on cheap red wine!
baby ur honey, baby ur fox, i treasure u more den my xbox!

physically drained

"y dont they understand, tt we r all e same, n we all feel lost at times"...i was literally singing dis line wen i woke up 2day..i dunnoe y really..i like e song though.stick n stones by aly n aj..nice tune..anywayz i spent many days thinkin through my courses n i think i hv got dem all right..i juz hope n pray 2 get psychology...i dun wanna end up in e wrong course n suffer 3 years..hmm right now m juz so tired..dis whole week hv 2 work till 12 midnight!cause of cny...goodness was so tired yest..my neck was so pain...n e customers were boring!i mean unlike e other weird 1s i meet..so i was dead bored...anywayz my bill came out n umm...im payin la..hehe..its alot...so um yea tts abt it im juz chillin n listening 2 songs..i feel as though i hv a split personality?!lol ok i dunnoe where tt came from.....hv u ever had dreams in which u meet ppl u hv neva met before?i hv been seeing ppl in my dreams pass few days..i dunnoe if i will actually meet dem in real life but if i do, man tt wld be so cool!!kz anywayz, RIC out
mama, juz killed a man...put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger now hes dead

hell YEAAAAAAA!!

alright FINALLY got e damn results!n m quite proud of myself..wat i got was much betta den my prediction!so yea..m of course headin 4 poly n now hoping 2 get my psycology course!so prayers r being said 4 tt..hehe e hall was so tensed man..u cld feel it..n some more dis mili was sitting behind mi n kept holding onto mi!!haha tts wen i started 2 panic as well!anywayz wen they announced tt everybody passed AMATH, e 2 of us started 2 scream!haha in ur face dgoh!no la, she really did help us alot so hats off 2 her...anywayz wen it was my turn 2 get e results, i didnt move!miss lee called mi 2 come but i was 2 nervous tt i didnt move at all..!n ms lee started 2 laugh!!haha so anywayz i was a nervous wreck n cldnt even sign properly!n den i started 2 do calculation n realised i did betta den expected!it took mi awhile 2 sink tt in..!i started hugging ms tan n even mis goh!hehe..i cant believe i actually passed amath n tts a B3 mind u!!so once out e hall, i started callin up every1!i told pravin my results 1st cause i dedicated dis whole exam 2 him...u c, i hv dis thing where i dedicate every exam 2 each person i love, or who is dear 2 mi...so i dedicated 2 my family members n all i noe...in other words, i study 4 a person each time i take an exam..its sort of like my motivation..cause wen i study, i start 2 think y im studyin, wat reason im doin all dis hard work..y m i livin in dis world(yes its got tt far)..so i found a solution whereby i study 4 a person n e results will somehow show my love 4 dem..!hehe im juz mad at times..i think 2 much!anywayz so yea o levels was dedicated 2 dear pravin n so i told my results n he was happy 2 hear tt i guess...n den called mum n 4 some reason i started 2 cry!tears of joy!cause i heard her voice n she was..shocked/amazed?!?haha so tt somehow made mi cry..n den told dad n bro n all my other teachers!tanny was waiting 4 my call..cause i called her, she was like..HOWWW!!??hahaha not even a hello...anywayz ya la was happy..thank god tt has passed..juz must find a course tt i can get into...o mili is here!hehe she juz came cause wanna c e courses n apply...hmm ok la i also shall look through my courses later on..now m dead tired from work..can u believe i worked from morn till evening!!?!?!on a weekend!its like i hv no life!hehe ok la tts all 4 now..c yall in another entry..
a new chapter in my life...

its tml!!

ahhhh its comin!!yes im tokin abt O LEVEL RESULTS!!its tml..i cant believe it..4 years passed by so quickly..n tml i start a new chapter of my life...i juz hope 2 get into a poly n take psycology course...gosh new skool, new frends..i cldnt sleep at all last night..12 to 5 i was tossing n turning n thinkin 2 much..5 to 7 i juz laid n stared at e wall n finally 7 to 10 i fell asleep..only 2 be woken up by mili's phone call..e child was scared as well!so juz toked 2 her few min n woke up...i cldnt sleep so i was disturbing pravin at 5 am..hehe poor fella was dreaming so ok i juz left him at tt...i hv work tonight n tml morn..hope i wont be clumsy, thinkin abt results...hv 2 rush tml,from work 2 skool...wonder who will give out results..since both FT n coFT left..haiz..my next entry will be abt e verdict...hope its a gd 1..mum is juz as excited..she wants 2 take half day...well alright i cant stop pacing in my house..hope time flies tonight..i wanna get tt piece of paper n get on wif my life!!
I SAY BRING IT ON!!!!

another song..

i hv many songs tt somehow speak 2 mi..juz 1 or 2 tt i like so much n cant get enough of...theres another song, disenchanted by MCR which is my fav in e black parade album..will share tt wif yall another time...by e way, love can touch us 1 time, n last 4 a life time...i didnt say it, celine dion said it in her titanic song(my heart will go on)..haha m listening 2 tt song right now n loved tt line..dunnoe y m high wif love..guess its cause feb 14 is comin soon!music is my life, its in my soul..enjoy dis...

This vacation's useless

These white pills aren't kind

I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive

I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9

And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights

I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have

The days have come and gone

Our lives went by so fast

I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor

Where I laid and told you, but you swear you loved me more

Do you care if i don't know what to say

Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me

Will i shake this off, pretend it's all okay

That there's someone out there who feels just like me

There is

Those notes you wrote me

I've kept them all

I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall

With every single letter in every single word

There will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl

Do you care if i don't know what to say

Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me

Will i shake this off, pretend it's all okay

That there's someone out there who feels just like me

There is

There is - Boxcar Racer

results soon 2 come!

so on sat, my other half woke mi up...meaning anu!e gurl called 2 c if i was comin over later 4 her uncles bday..i seriously had no idea wat she was sayin cause i was half awake...anywayz after i hung up, e idea of stayin at her house came 2 mi..cause i had work e next day so y not go wif her?i tried 2 call back but didnt manage 2 get her..so i decided 2 self invite myself!hehe it happens...i love last min plans, they excite mi 4 some reason...so yea was at her house wif priyaa at night n had beautiful food wif beautiful cake(which anu n i bought at e very last min)...its nice 2 stay at anu's house, wen things dun go right at home..so tt was like a break from reality on sat...sun, went 2 work in e morn..rushed home n went 2 meet e group 4 dhool, dis reality dance programme...my cuz n her fren came over 2 meet mum n they brought e dog..raven...she hates mi..haha yes tt dog kept barking at mi!!i did nth i tell ya!so anywayz i left n met mili 1st..tts wen things sort of went out of hand..cause mili had been having bad luck pass few weeks, so tt bad luck followed us...we went 2 e wrong bus stop..n den wen we went 2 e correct bus stop, we took e wrong bus!anu told us 2 take e bus we took, n wen she realised it was e wrong 1, she didnt call 2 tell us!!y?her phone was out of order!!!only ppl can call her..mili's phone also like tt..at tt pt i really felt like buying both of dem a phone cause i had had enough! ..so anywayz met her at a particular bus stop n took another bus...tt wasnt all...dis prabha, another fren(there were 8 of us meeting up btw), called half way 2 say tt e receptionist lady said there were no tix under my name!cause my aunt managed 2 book n told MI 2 collect dem once i came....but smart ass prabha decided 2 go "help" mi get e tix...so u can imagine e panice attack he gave mili, anu n myself on e bus...we were already in a panic mood due 2 e fact tt we were tokin abt our o level results before e call....n cause of dis panic attack, we missed our stop!!!unbelieveable...we got down n took a cab n wen we reached, i juz ran 2 e reception area thingy n e rest were there waiting..n thank god, e uncle who helped mi reserve e tix was there n he gave them 2 mi!...i was tellin prabha 2 juz sit n wait e next time, no need 2 go n ask cause only i hv e power c..; P...yea yea we laughed like hell n enjoyed e show..damn nice..e groups really did excellent..there was 1 part dis comedian guy kumar came in 2 dance wif a group(spx, it was plained)till now i cant 4get tt dance!haha so funny..i knew tridiac wld make it...they served it up big time..tts wat i call hip hop man...so after e show anu, mili n myself went 2 hv dinner n den returned home...i was sleepin so well wen i got a call..dis time it was hajira waking mi up...askin abt o level result day...haiz, its ok at least ppl wake mi up (especially tt mili gal) but its another wen they ask mi abt smth tt will make mi tensed in e morn!so after tt was msging pravin 4 awhile..tt guy annoys mi 1 day, but e next hes tokin 2 mi like nth happened..somehow i cant stop tokin 2 him 2..hes special...haha anywayz think results r on fri..wateva it is, bring it on baby im ready 4 ya!juz hope i hv enough 2 get into my dream course..psycology at np...anu wants 2 take tt course 2!i was surprised wen she told mi before tt she wanted 2 be a psycologist cause hell tts wat i wanna be 2!hehe we think alike, even our shirt colours match!literally..haha kz im getting distracted...so yea..o level results...come wen u come...alright so tts 1 tension n another is my phone bill...damn hv work 2night..o i got my very 1st pay slip!earned 400+...but gave it all 2 mum cause tt was my mini goal..give my 1st pay slip 2 mum..2nd 2 dad...mum did more 4 mi den dad, so e 1st slip goes 2 her..guess wat, mili got only 12 bucks!lol ridiculous man!but not 2 worry, she will get e rest in her 2nd slip...anu got 500+...cld hv gotten tt if i didnt take mc..but its aight..i earned hundreds 2 begin wif ; P..im not teasing u mili, dun be sad!u will get a thousand next mth!ok tts enough i feel like im tokin 2 myself...peace
wen u go dun return 2 mi, my love

hmmmm

happy 1st feb 2 yall!theres nth 2 celebrate but hey its e begining of a new mth!anywayz 2day m supposed 2 go n c karnas perform at a temple since 2day is thaipusam...but m still sick!so i decided 2 juz chill at home..hv work tml..haiz.....hehe 2day will be a lonely day since pravy is also helping his frend out wif kavedi..so wont be able 2 speak wif him...hmmm passerby is apparently dis 15 year GUY...he doesnt want 2 be my fan *sobz*...haha hey i hv dis pic tt says "u tok like u hate mi, but give mi attention like a fan"...haha!anywayz its aight ur welcome anytime!my bro n his frends went 2 support spore at e stadium..spore vs thai..spore won of course!my bro came home wif red hair!i want red hair 2!!highlights!haha he said photographers took his pic(cause of e outstanding hair)but other peeps beat him 2 e paper!Heroes(new series on starworld) is quite gd, u guys shld check it out..its on wed..hehe okz i hv 2 go figure out wats 4 breaky...
I tried 2 be perfect, it juz wasnt worth it..i dun believe it makes mi REAL